http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/Random writings by a random kind of girl.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/500820So much negativity Causing so much negativity Weighing on him so heavily A struggle to watch him sleep The pain in his heart is on his sleeve It’s an uphill fight just to believe That he might ever pull through this a stronger man Learn to treat himself as greatly as he has been a good friend It...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/498248He’d never understand it The way I really feel I don’ even try to explain it Because he thinks the lies are real I swear I never meant to Sometimes I feel as I say But the truth always seems so demented He wouldn’t believe it either way I sort of feel like an asshole Lying to make him act certain...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/498243IN OVER MY HEAD Consequences: the string of events Which have been playing out these past several months My mind roles actions without second thought Reflexively guarding a torn, broken heart Unable to face the problems at hand for fear of the judgment from family and friends So scared to...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/498237Inside, I sit, calm and observant As a wintry mix falls to the ground One minute, a mass of white The next it’s wetness all around No snow on the ground, but white on the pond A basketball is heard, bouncing outside of the door It slows to a drizzle, quiet as my mind But for the sound of a...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/498223Discarded, thrown aside Ignored, and lost inside Cast away as a dream upon waking Or as laundry upon the floor Unfulfilled, unloved, and naked He’s no need for my presence anymore I am the quiet house pet—done as told Though annoying, still kept around for being cute And as a cat I am pet until...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/498204I can see my Bubba now Cigarette in hand Head against the pillow Nightcap on the stand TBS is playing He’ll burst out with a laugh And bide his time till morning When I’ll be there again At three or four he’ll waken And pour himself a drink Jam out to his music Before heading back to sleep And...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/498177I want to kill him because he just won’t appease me Just close enough to touch, to always tease me My whole life seems to flaunt what I want right before me It’s got me straight-up fucking nutty In a fury, my wits are eroding Like a meth-lab at risk of exploding No more point in being thoughtful...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/494997~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The whining and the moaning A victim of himself Can’t breath, can’t think; can’t operate sober Continuously corroding his health Hates the world around him Calls his life a joke Below the point of rock-bottom Swimming in the silt Searching for something to save him A...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/485397Gut me. Examine my entrails for truth. Find that every last nerve has been abused And that every last cell has been infected With the bullshit and lies I've ingested A whore to be used and abandoned Push me over and take me for granted A lamb for the offering of mere mortals Not fit for a good...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/Incomplete/485256You'll never expect it I'll FUCK you over I'll eat you alive And laugh when it's over I'm a force of destruction And I savour every fucking moment I will destroy you And everything in me will savour it I want you to fuck me I want you to use me See me as a flower all weak and wilting And I will...