Completely Incomplete

So much negativity Causing so much negativity Weighing on him so heavily A struggle to watch him sleep The pain in his heart is on his sleeve It’s an uphill fight just to believe That he might ever pull through this a stronger man Learn to treat himself as greatly as he has been a good friend It... Sign in to see full entry.

He’d never understand it The way I really feel I don’ even try to explain it Because he thinks the lies are real I swear I never meant to Sometimes I feel as I say But the truth always seems so demented He wouldn’t believe it either way I sort of feel like an asshole Lying to make him act certain... Sign in to see full entry.

IN OVER MY HEAD Consequences: the string of events Which have been playing out these past several months My mind roles actions without second thought Reflexively guarding a torn, broken heart Unable to face the problems at hand for fear of the judgment from family and friends So scared to sacrifice... Sign in to see full entry.

Inside, I sit, calm and observant As a wintry mix falls to the ground One minute, a mass of white The next it’s wetness all around No snow on the ground, but white on the pond A basketball is heard, bouncing outside of the door It slows to a drizzle, quiet as my mind But for the sound of a... Sign in to see full entry.

Discarded, thrown aside Ignored, and lost inside Cast away as a dream upon waking Or as laundry upon the floor Unfulfilled, unloved, and naked He’s no need for my presence anymore I am the quiet house pet—done as told Though annoying, still kept around for being cute And as a cat I am pet until my... Sign in to see full entry.

I can see my Bubba now Cigarette in hand Head against the pillow Nightcap on the stand TBS is playing He’ll burst out with a laugh And bide his time till morning When I’ll be there again At three or four he’ll waken And pour himself a drink Jam out to his music Before heading back to sleep And I’ll... Sign in to see full entry.

I want to kill him because he just won’t appease me Just close enough to touch, to always tease me My whole life seems to flaunt what I want right before me It’s got me straight-up fucking nutty In a fury, my wits are eroding Like a meth-lab at risk of exploding No more point in being thoughtful and... Sign in to see full entry.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The whining and the moaning A victim of himself Can’t breath, can’t think; can’t operate sober Continuously corroding his health Hates the world around him Calls his life a joke Below the point of rock-bottom Swimming in the silt Searching for something to save him A... Sign in to see full entry.

Gut me. Examine my entrails for truth. Find that every last nerve has been abused And that every last cell has been infected With the bullshit and lies I've ingested A whore to be used and abandoned Push me over and take me for granted A lamb for the offering of mere mortals Not fit for a good life,... Sign in to see full entry.

You'll never expect it I'll FUCK you over I'll eat you alive And laugh when it's over I'm a force of destruction And I savour every fucking moment I will destroy you And everything in me will savour it I want you to fuck me I want you to use me See me as a flower all weak and wilting And I will... Sign in to see full entry.