Completely Incomplete for Wednesday, October 24, 2007

He’d never understand it The way I really feel I don’ even try to explain it Because he thinks the lies are real I swear I never meant to Sometimes I feel as I say But the truth always seems so demented He wouldn’t believe it either way I sort of feel like an asshole Lying to make him act certain... Sign in to see full entry.

IN OVER MY HEAD Consequences: the string of events Which have been playing out these past several months My mind roles actions without second thought Reflexively guarding a torn, broken heart Unable to face the problems at hand for fear of the judgment from family and friends So scared to sacrifice... Sign in to see full entry.

Inside, I sit, calm and observant As a wintry mix falls to the ground One minute, a mass of white The next it’s wetness all around No snow on the ground, but white on the pond A basketball is heard, bouncing outside of the door It slows to a drizzle, quiet as my mind But for the sound of a... Sign in to see full entry.

Discarded, thrown aside Ignored, and lost inside Cast away as a dream upon waking Or as laundry upon the floor Unfulfilled, unloved, and naked He’s no need for my presence anymore I am the quiet house pet—done as told Though annoying, still kept around for being cute And as a cat I am pet until my... Sign in to see full entry.

I can see my Bubba now Cigarette in hand Head against the pillow Nightcap on the stand TBS is playing He’ll burst out with a laugh And bide his time till morning When I’ll be there again At three or four he’ll waken And pour himself a drink Jam out to his music Before heading back to sleep And I’ll... Sign in to see full entry.

I want to kill him because he just won’t appease me Just close enough to touch, to always tease me My whole life seems to flaunt what I want right before me It’s got me straight-up fucking nutty In a fury, my wits are eroding Like a meth-lab at risk of exploding No more point in being thoughtful and... Sign in to see full entry.