Completely Incomplete for Friday, September 24, 2004

My heart is so excited; it seems to stand still Ready to leap at any experience, new My mind seems quiet A rare occurrence The day moves slowly in anticipation As if something significant is waiting to happen My emotions are calm—in-between extremes I feel the magnitude of the present; nothing of... Sign in to see full entry.

I’m ready to rip the eyes out of someone’s skull I swear to all that is holy, I can’t take it anymore All of the fun of being in Florida Is completely erased by the car-ride from hell Twenty-one hours ina car with cranky relations With notorious fumes coming from one of them As humorous as this all... Sign in to see full entry.

Give me life; give me hope Because I’m eyeing the rope My pain has no end At loss of a friend Don’t give me the strength for it will be wasted on a noose Just give me the chance to accept that I will always lose Untie the knot in my soul Just a little hope will do Undo the torment of my lies Listen... Sign in to see full entry.

ONCE UPON A TIME Once upon a time I dated a loser Consequently, my first love All too soon he became a lover One of the worst mistakes of my life I wanted him and only him I was obsessive, neurotic, and depressive He ignored me all the time and treated me like shit Yet he became the only reason for... Sign in to see full entry.

LEARNING TO LOVE Through the tough times as well as the good I should be proud of the friendship I have with Drew For whatever the outcome, tomorrow, next month or whenever At least we know we can learn from each other Mistakes are made until we know all And we won’t even get close if we don’t try... Sign in to see full entry.

CONFUSION ON LOVE I love his touch; I love his smile; I love his taste—yet all the while I wonder what this really is; I wonder if I love him at all Perhaps it is simply that the love isn’t right The feelings are there but so is the doubt I can’t be sure of how he thinks of me Maybe he’s just as... Sign in to see full entry.

ADDICTED TO DREW I like it when he tells me how much he loves my ass I love it when he grabs me, and when he holds me close We always talk of sleeping or sitting through a movie Or try to play a game and listen to music But none of that lasts very long before we get close Snuggling and kissing and... Sign in to see full entry.

INTOLERABLE ILLOGIC I hear this constant bullshit from the mouths of so-called friends Defending such evils which one cannot defend Assuming that everyone is all good and perfect Until they are the ones involved in their bullshit Because the friend of a wife-beater has no blame As long as he’s not... Sign in to see full entry.