Completely Incomplete for Tuesday, October 21, 2003

ONCE MORE Left on the floor Shaking with anger, tears, and frustration I’ve lost it once more A sure indication That despite how hard I try To be a person that can be loved Their love always dies And I’m left alone I love him but he changed He used to hold me close Used to smile at the sight of my... Sign in to see full entry.

WANT TO CONFIDE Want him here to hold me close Share my secrets with someone who knows The pain of holding things inside And knows how much I need to confide He can make me feel so wonderful But when he’s gone I quickly crumble Can’t base happiness on him anymore I’d be suicidal if I was ignored... Sign in to see full entry.

TEST OF TRUST In the transition again Converting a friend My fresh new victim Soon I’ll have him Sounds so creepy Sly and sneaky But it’s just the next step To see how long I can wait How long I can hold off Until I know that it’s love So if later on it all seems wrong I won’t have been kissing him... Sign in to see full entry.

FOREVER GONE This seems to me more like what a riddle is Something pointless that you just have to fiddle with I think we can work through this kind of thing But that’s not what you seem to think Being the poet that I am Having to rhyme to be firm To have a beat to be heard So you will not just... Sign in to see full entry.

DAY TO DAY Let me tell you my favorite line One I wrote at a very dark time Because once again, always forever That sort of pain is never truly over “Loveless, lonely want to die” I’m so depressed I can’t even cry Because there is nothing worth crying over anymore There is something wrong with me... Sign in to see full entry.