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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

The Date

I met John (Yes, that's Mr. Castenello's first name) at a nice eatery in Downtown Charleston. I recognized him immediately. He had only aged a little bit it seemed. It was a very odd meeting. It was as if we were old lovers but we were not. It was like we were old friends, but teachers can never... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, May 22, 2006

The Email

I check my email everyday, even if I do nothing else. Why? Why not? Usually it is because I am actually waiting to hear from a particular person but this morning it was simply out of sheer habit. And I got an email from one of my teahers from high school. Mr. Castenello. I had the hots for this man.... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Menopausal Musings

Someone tell me...how long does this last? I got side tracked by a hot flash yesterday and lost a half hour just sitting in front of a fan with a cold wet cloth on my face. And my hot flashes are something. I have heard all the hot flash stories but mine just take the cake. I have had it last an... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I thought only teens blushed

I am a grown woman and sex is an important and normal part of my life so why in the world would I get embarrassed trying to buy condoms? Tom and I were in Walmart. Everything is at Walmart. And I knew that I needed to get condoms but I was not at my regular Walmart and unfortunately for me, things... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, May 15, 2006

Things my mother taught me

Mother's Day has come and gone. My mom is less and less like herself usually but yesterday she seemed almost back to her old self. She was lucid and funny and she took me close and told me that, before she died she wanted to make sure that I knew all the things a woman should know to make it in this... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, May 12, 2006

The Bad Dream

We have all had them... the dream that is so vivid, so real, that you just can't shake it. I had one night before last. I dreamt that Tom was making love to the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She was so beautiful that I would have wanted her were it not for the fact that she was making love... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, May 11, 2006

An Amethyst Heart

"An amethyst heart when given by a man to his beloved is a promise that he will love her and be faithful all the days of his life..." Last Saturday Tom and I took a needed and deserved break from moving and went to the Annual Gem Show at the Performing Arts Center here in North Charleston. I go... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, May 4, 2006

Smooches

Every couple has something that they say or do that is theirs. Before either Tom or I became comfortable with the words "I love you" I used to tell him that I missed him before getting off the phone. After about a week of this he got quiet after I said it and then in a very soft voice he said...... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, May 3, 2006

Moving In Together

This whole affair with social security has been a real mixed bag. I am broke and I am fighting to get my meds. I am also moving in with the man I love... and his room mate. Tom never considered my being anywhere but with him. That is a relief. And he is basically supporting me which means that I... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, May 1, 2006

Strength

The strong are strong because no one ever gave them the option of being anything less. Its a simple statement and it is the truth. Today's crisis is just the last of many I have endured in my life. I am penniless at the moment. I can't pay my rent or bills. And I yet know that,no matter how scary it... Sign in to see full entry.

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