The Balance Between Darkness & Light

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

Confessions...

I’m dancing with the devil tonight. Trapped in the stillness of my mind, I find myself surrounded by the memories of deeds best left to the past. Why tonight I find myself consumed by the pain that accompanies these things I cannot say, all I can think of is that in order to grow I must get them... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Deep Inside

Deep inside my heart, hidden from the judging eyes of the world, beats the heart of a passionate woman. I hide this part of myself from everyone around me, fearing the vulnerability this softness brings. Nothing is worse for me than feeling vulnerable, and when someone makes me feel that way I find... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Circles

I find myself thinking in circles tonight. I can’t seem to settle on one thought, yet I am plagued by a sense of urgency. Something inside me needs to be set free, I just can’t seem to pinpoint what exactly it is. Restless energy feeds my tired body. If it were not for my cluttered mind Morpheus... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

I Have Been The Fool...

As I've stated before, I am not perfect. I make mistakes like so many others, and some times those mistakes come back to haunt me. It is part of life to err, I understand and accept that, but I truly do not like it. I am not a trusting person, however I will take you at your face value. I don't go... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Thoughts That Plague Me Tonight...

My youth has aided many into underestimating me, something I have no problem taking full advantage of. I laugh at those who assume because of my age and my gender that I am no threat, that I am easy to control and manipulate. For all of the rage that burns inside me, I am a very mellow person. A... Sign in to see full entry.

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Just Irritating!

I absolutely hate being taken for granted. It's one thing that will set me off in a a heartbeat. Being taken for granted makes me feel like people aren't paying attention, like no one actually gets the fact that underneath the responsible person is a human being with feelings, thoughts, plans, and... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, June 25, 2007

A Gift Wasted...

Life is so unbelievably short. What a precious gift life is, something that we should treasure and enjoy above everything else in this world. And yet I find more and more that I dwell so much in the pain of the past and worry so much about the future that I forget about the sweetness of the present.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

Reflection

I find myself deep in reflection. This is not a bad thing tonight, for this time of reflection brings clarity on issues I’ve been concerned with, and insight into things I hadn’t realized were in the forefront of my mind. I spent a wonderful day with two people who occupy very special places in my... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Fear In Their Eyes...

Have you ever looked in someone’s eyes and seen fear? For the past sixteen months I’ve dedicated myself to the study of Shou Shu Kung Fu. I did this to learn how to protect myself more effectively from the people in this world who would like to take my life from me. I also did this to learn how to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

The Ties That Bind

Every time I turn around it seems as though another strand of the strongest web mankind wields is wrapped around me and secured more tightly. I struggle against the chains of their expectations, trying to maintain my sense of self, my own identity, amidst their oppressive burden of expectancy. I am... Sign in to see full entry.

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About this Blog

The force of darkness and destruction within each of us is balanced with a force of light and love for our fellow man. These forces struggle and strive within each of us. To ignore one is to ignore the other. We cannot know the light if we do not acknowledge the dark. We cannot know life if we do not acknowledge death. This blog is an attempt to explain where I came from, and how I struggle daily to find and keep that balance.

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