The Balance Between Darkness & Light

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Sunday, September 2, 2007

Back to Reality...

What a week I've had. For the last four days I have spent my time with my two closest friends camping in the woods, and all I can say is that the long over due trip was exactly what was needed. A peace and quiet I hadn't realized was missing in my life was found. I feel more centered and balanced... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Looking Forward

Happiness fills me as I contemplate the weekend to come. For the first time in a long time I am taking time out to do something I love with people I care about. No pressures, no commitments, no one to interrupt what I hope will be a long weekend of complete relaxation in the wilderness I love. I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

The Emptiness That Is Me

Just a few more hours before I re-enter the viper pit and begin the battle again. Already my heart empties itself of every happy and tender emotion I have felt in the past forty eight hours. By morning I will be a barren wasteland inside. My defenses against the subtle attacks and underhanded... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, August 24, 2007

A Few Thoughts On Paper...

I've spent the past few weeks walking through the darkness in my mind. It's been a long time since I've felt like this and I've despaired at ever getting away from it. But after a lot of hours of soul searching and a lot of hours of conversation with others, I think I'm close to finding a way out.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Struggling for Control...

Darkness stalks me day and night. No matter how hard I try to fight what is growing within me I simply find myself drained of energy instead. A battle for my soul seems to be taking place between the darkness and the light, and I not even sure who I want to win. Buried deep inside me is a well... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, August 20, 2007

Ignorance is Bliss

I've never understood someone who can look at someone else and see all their flaws, yet not be able to look inside themselves and recognize they are flawed as well. To me these people live in a world of their own making where reality and fantasy never even see each other. They live by their own set... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

The "Power" Of Conformity

People think they are so important. While it is true we all have some form of importance to someone, very few of us are so important that the world would come to an end if something were to happen to us. It is this sense of self-importance that causes my amusement at the moment. We all see ourselves... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

Change in the Wind

Today is another day of reflection as I decide what path I am going to take. There are a few difficult choices ahead of me, and I cannot put off the decision forever. I have found myself in a place of change, where I either grow or die. And I have chosen life. People change constantly. Who we are... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Searching For Peace

I search for peace today, trying my damn best to make a bad situation tolerable. It's not that I don't love what I do, because if I didn't I would not still be there. Were it not also for the feelings I have for two who remain with me, well suffice it to so nothing would hold me there. So in order... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Misuse of Power

At times, I'd really like to reach out and choke the life out of someone. Never in my life have I faced such and egotistical ass as I am now. Every day more and more of his true nature is revealed to me, and I do not like what I see. Everyone lies about their true nature to some degree, either by... Sign in to see full entry.

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The force of darkness and destruction within each of us is balanced with a force of light and love for our fellow man. These forces struggle and strive within each of us. To ignore one is to ignore the other. We cannot know the light if we do not acknowledge the dark. We cannot know life if we do not acknowledge death. This blog is an attempt to explain where I came from, and how I struggle daily to find and keep that balance.

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