The Balance Between Darkness & Light

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Monday, January 7, 2008

Watching The News Is A Bad Thing...

I was watching the news this afternoon, which more often than not is a bad idea. Not because I don't want to know what is going on in the world, but because after a while I get so pissed off at the number of lazy people in this world that it turns me into a serious bitch. And I saw something that... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, December 31, 2007

The Aftermath

It's never been easy for me to share my feelings. And for such a combative person, I sure do avoid confrontation as much as possible. In the past when I've felt like I had exhausted all my emotions on someone or something, instead of voicing my concerns, I would wall up my heart and walk away.... Sign in to see full entry.

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A Moment Of Pain Captured In Time

I wrote this blog in a moment where I felt everything was falling down around me. A few of you read it before I removed it the first time, and I thank you for your comments. They lifted me when I needed it. I re-post it now only in the hopes that it serves to help someone out there in some way,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

A Question

I wonder why it is that when I feel happy I have nothing to write about? Well I shouldn't say I have nothing to write about, but I don't feel that overwhelming need to spill my soul as I do when I am upset or angry. Not that I'm so happy that nothing bothers me or affects me, write the opposite in... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, December 23, 2007

Settling In...

I've finally started my new job, and all I can say is how relieved I am to be out of the last one. Although I loved what I did, the people and situation was intolerable. A person cannot work where they are under the constant threat of another. While I don't know how the new job will turn out, I can... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, December 10, 2007

Goodbyes...

As distant as I try to keep myself from the people around me, I am such an emotional person I simply can't keep myself from forming attachments. Some are almost instantaneous, like I've known them forever and a day and we've only been separated for a while. Others take time to grow but are just as... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

I Heard It, So I Came Out!

Well last night was interesting. I was laying here in bed at around 12:40 in the morning, trying my hardest to get some sleep. I live on a fairly busy road and I'm used to the sounds of traffic, even that late at night, and everyone speeds down this road. So when I heard the car engine start to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, December 2, 2007

Holding It All In

As I sit down to write this I am at a loss. How do I even begin to write about something I can barely stand to speak of? I admit I internalize far too much and hide my pain when I would be better served to share it, a personality flaw if you will in the heart of someone who wants very much to share.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Struggling

I'm struggling tonight, to find a reason to stay strong. It's hard to be strong sometimes, especially when you really want to be weak. There are times in my life when all I really want is someone to take care of me, to let me be weak and let me cry and let me let my guard down. But asking someone to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

Thanksgiving

And so today begins again with the scent of good food in the air, the sounds of family and friends gathered around to spend time together, and of course sports on tv. It's easy to forget amid the hustle and bustle of the holiday season just how much there is to be thankful for. And for me today it's... Sign in to see full entry.

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About this Blog

The force of darkness and destruction within each of us is balanced with a force of light and love for our fellow man. These forces struggle and strive within each of us. To ignore one is to ignore the other. We cannot know the light if we do not acknowledge the dark. We cannot know life if we do not acknowledge death. This blog is an attempt to explain where I came from, and how I struggle daily to find and keep that balance.

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