Wednesday, December 5, 2012
no dear, I won't follow you there. cackling voices and howling laughter hurts my head. Stay with me.I give you peaceful rest and tender dreams on my featherbed. no dear, among firey chants and grimaced faces, it's all wrong. they confuse your loving spirit with poison drink and distorted song. Lay... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Love Is
Ask fifty people what love is and you'll probably get fifty different answers. In my opinion, what most people call love isn't love., but the effects of love and in some cases, the evidence of love or the hope it will be a lasting love. I'm not sure if I can explain the true essence of what love is,... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, August 13, 2012
Someone I Use To Know
Dark night, lit only by streetlamps around the complex. Cool raindrops searing my hot skin. Mid July and who knew I'd be alone again. He was a close friend. Beyond any I imagined I would have again in this life. Nine months of laughter, flirting,and excitement. Behind me and through the the door... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, March 5, 2012
No promises
Don't say it.No promises. No plans, if you're there I'll smile. and if not, thoughts of you will keep me warm. I won't ask you to be there forever or,to give a pound of flesh in the name of commitment. The wind could change, smoke could get in your eyes and while your staggering around blindly... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
UPDATE UPDATE !
update: well, it was suppose to be a sort of closure and lasted all about 3 days? I can't in good conscience go into detail but, we're on and I'm seeing. something- was it there before? I don't know...If my self- defeating nature doesn't get the better of me, it'll be a miracle.I'll try to keep that... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Lost but not forgotten
We were friends from the first moment we met on Stickam, Later, he said he thought he'd seen me on cam before, I recognized his screen name, but surprised I didn't remember those eyes. The only way to describe them is appealing. That evening in a radio chatroom I asked in open chat if anyone knew... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Observation Of Love
How many American people in 100 do you think, has an instant FEAR reaction to love? I'm not kidding, my hand is up. I just realised this last night that I think I'm sick. twisted.demented.RUN! Love equates loss. loss equates pain. hence, knee-jerk reaction to love, Fear. panic. I'm pessimistic. Self... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 9, 2012
And the world turns
Teens steal away, babies cry, parents die. and as the days pass, shadows grow. Closed hearts groomed by distant parents who can't teach what they don't know. And the world turns. Soveriegnty is all but lost Mayan calendar is done. Power and greed sold the dream. And love of money won. And the world... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, January 23, 2012
My Bella and Mason
Exciting and strong; They surround the joy in my heart; They belong; In my all consuming spirit of life,they are. My joy my life my love and my song. ©2012 A.F. Holbrook rights reserved Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
My place of peace
The morning sun warm on my face, The sound of Insects buzzing, collecting nectar from Flowers in the dew-soaked grasses, Their blades stinging my ankles as I seek my place of peace. Cup in hand, sleep still in my eyes.. Oh what a perfect time to dream, To feel myself floating on a leaf, falling from... Sign in to see full entry.