Random Rantings and Ravings

Well the drama with J and D is at an end or, at the very least, an impass as J is headed out of town for a few months to take care of some property that's been passed to him. He has to go do some renovating and arrange for tenants and whatnot and is planning to be gone for a couple of months at the... Sign in to see full entry.

Ugg! I don't mind taking a rain check, seriously doesn't bother me if they don't want to miss a chance at other plans. I mean J is male and single so I expect it but still. A phone call would be nice. He was supposed to bring a movie over and help with the emptiness of my apartment you know? Give me... Sign in to see full entry.

Sometimes it really sucks to be in a small town where there is no bus system and the cost of a cab is so high. The area where I live in is actually seperated into three and a half towns, I say half because K-beach is technically part of Soldotna but it is also extremely sererated from it (a 20... Sign in to see full entry.

If you haven't read "you think you know people" earlier in this blog then that might be an idea to get a little background on this. The other night was D's cousins birthday and everybody (but my pregnant self) was drinking. J doesn't always handle hard alcohol well and ended up in the bathroom... Sign in to see full entry.

I know smoking is bad for me and I know that it's bad for the baby but I have seriously cut back I just haven't been able to quit so far. My OB is really happy with how much I have managed to cut back without any quitting aids and I can't take quitting aids while I'm pregnant. See I used to smoke... Sign in to see full entry.

Working in fast food resterants pretty much sucks to begin with but it's a real pain when you're working hard and not going anywhere. It seems like too often the hard workers remain "crew" while others get promoted. It's all so backwards. In the fast food place I work at it's often the slow or lazy... Sign in to see full entry.

First off before I go into this here's a little pertinant information. I don't like using names so I'm going with J, D and R. My friend D is gay, he's been there for me through some really rough times. He was with another friend of mine, R, who is bi but frequently teeters on the edge of going... Sign in to see full entry.

When I was in elementry school I often got docked points on assignments because they were hand written as apposed to typed up as the teacher required but i didn't have a computer at home until I was in high school. I had a few teachers that eventually allowed an exception after my mom went off on... Sign in to see full entry.

While my fiance is away I'm in a relatively good sized one bedroom apartment all alone with only my hormones for company. One of my guy friends had told me that if he didn't go home and go to sleep after work he'd come over and watch movies with me to give me some company. I've been sleeping on the... Sign in to see full entry.