Random Rantings and Ravings

Last Thanksgiving someone left a turkey on my porch just outside my door. There was no note and no one that I knew would admit to having left it. Actually most suggested I throw it away because my baby's daddy has quite a few enemies and in the end that was what I ended up doing, especially when my... Sign in to see full entry.

As I stated at the end of the second post in this series things with "The Ex"s mother did not last. My own mother and I began fighting again and it got to the point where I was staying over at "the ex"s families house most nights in order to avoid the constant bickering or complete silence from my... Sign in to see full entry.

Before I go into my second bad roommate experience I'm going to warn you that I'm probably going to end up bringing up my one ex a lot as he was a great deal a part of my reality from the time that I first moved out of my mom's to about a year ago. I won't say his real name here because I don't feel... Sign in to see full entry.

When I was 19 I got a job working at a cannery. They had a dorm system that only took out a deposit from my paycheck at the very begining to cover my room and I moved out of my mom's house for the very first time. The only trouble with this system is that you have to share a room with 1 or more... Sign in to see full entry.

When I had to go to school two days after my stad died I walked through the halls in a haze. For a long time I walked through every moment in a haze, once in a while breaking down in tears at odd moments when I was alone but never in front of my mom or my siblings. When I didn't have to go to school... Sign in to see full entry.

At that time I had a strange habit of accidentally saying goodbye instead of goodnght so when I passed the living room to return to bed I said "Goodbye". I'll never forget the irony of that. I was nearly to the last page of the book when I suddenly heard my mom screaming his name, her voice getting... Sign in to see full entry.

My mother and I were never very close, especially after she and my dad split up. I was eleven when they split up and they gave me a choice of who I wanted to stay with for the majority of the time. I chose to stay with my mom simply because I wanted a better relationship with her, I wanted her to... Sign in to see full entry.

I have dealt with a lot of roommates in the past. When I first moved out of my mom's house it was into a dormatory for the cannery where I was employed at the time. I shared a room (not an apartment) with another lady that had a bad habit of bringing her boyfriend over at odd hours of the night and... Sign in to see full entry.

About a month ago the drive shafts went out on my car, taking the tie rod with them. My fiance's dad payed half the bill to get it fixed, leaving me 370 to pay out of my tax return, so much for getting caught up on my rent -_-". So then I finally got it back and it was just one thing after another.... Sign in to see full entry.

My car broke down AGAIN. I swear that stupid thing hates me. I started it up and the rpm's just start going up as if I had the gas pedle floored and if I hit the gas pedle it goes up even faster. I even tried putting it in gear, first, second, third, reverse. If I let off the clutch it just starts... Sign in to see full entry.