Kathy's Poems -1

October ~5 2005 (revised 7-22-06) Despair It hurt so bad When you said Goodbye To me It didn’t help To cry The tears were used up anyway And I was dry Long before you went away I thought I might drift away too Like a dead crisp leaf Disappears into the sky But I never hid my love for you I waited... Sign in to see full entry.

October 5 2005 I think about you And the past I even dream And experience Real anger now How is it that you Are still hanging Around inside my head I can’t declare That our love is dead Then neither can I move Toward the future I am not sure how To say goodbye For fear That I might die Of losing you... Sign in to see full entry.

October 5 2005 What is love and Where is love When you need love And he won’t give it And the balance is messed up And how do I help you grow If I withdraw my love too Sign in to see full entry.

6-22-05 (revised 7-22-06) We Are in touch again Is it still the same Are you playing a game With me Everything is turned around And I can’t remember When The sound of your voice Produced Such profound Fear in me Perhaps You have changed But perhaps I am rearranged And My ears cannot hear What my... Sign in to see full entry.

6-22-05 (revised 7-22-06) Extinction I ask For His special favor Yet Still I savor The pain And The past Why on earth Would I want It to last Am I forsaking My Lord When I hoard this aching too Like I amass other things Apropos Of all I once knew If I throw it all away Will I feel new Or Will I fade... Sign in to see full entry.

7-15-05 Disquiet Everything is new again I do not feel the pain Yet still it is Chilling - Chilling to Remember Where I’ve been Sign in to see full entry.

8-12-05 (revised 7-22-06) Respite It would be Nice To rest again if I could And feel like Someone was watching Out for me Just long enough to Sleep awhile He might just stroke my forehead The way my Mother used to do Or lie on the floor beside my bed The way Paul Andrey would Or push the fear away... Sign in to see full entry.