We
7/14/98 We So strange So unlike me To be content When you went away I changed I never meant To leave you too Oh We are a mystery To me Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Hidden
4/10/03 I could easily say My poetry defines me Though enigmatically Yet for all his Proven intelligence He still Would never find me How did I ever allow myself To watch him pass me by That way Oh well But still It hurts like Holy hell Just to think I might Reveal to him What I really have to Say Sign in to see full entry.
11/9/97 I never learned If I could know A way to say Good-bye Without a tear - Or even yearned To do it right - And never have to Face the fear Of seeing love Turned so clearly Away From me Sign in to see full entry.
White Paper
11/9/97 White Paper I feel like white paper Tonight They won’t love you For who you are They don’t care Who God meant you to be It frightens Me Sign in to see full entry.
Retrospect
11/25/95 revised Retrospect I am rejected How will I ever do What is expected Of me Again - Or even start Again I am at the end Of my rope My hope is getting weary And my heart is Disconnected Now Sign in to see full entry.
11/98 redone from 11/97 A person who says she loves God Ought to remember What happened The day God fed me After all the food Was gone, God clothed me When my belongings were Taken away. God loved me When the other half Of me Tore himself apart From my very Heart Sign in to see full entry.
Again
8/15/03 Again How do I fathom this How do I feel It all again - In just an evening Or over a weekend I never learned it The first time The waves crashed in I never yearned For sin But In it came I’ve never been the same We Died I thought I lied to ease the pain I sought for something better I... Sign in to see full entry.
Footprints
5-17-05 Footprints You have been A grand intrusion Since you vowed To love me And I have Allowed You to interfere With my every illusion Since I promised to love you too I allowed myself To disappear My comforting illusions Were no longer clear I believed they were sacred And so was our love Our... Sign in to see full entry.
Hurt
5-31-05 I have to go to bed These poems Are messing with my head And making me cry again For all that might have been And the memory of what hurt me then When You divorced Yourself From me and our love And married Someone else Instead Sign in to see full entry.
The Shell
5-17-05 I cherished my illusions I thought I could find peace Yet every time I failed you My comfort plans would cease My heart would pound quite noisily As louder sounds arose From every disappointment Your judgments imposed And peace and calm And I Dissolved Into a lonely raucous shell Imprisoning... Sign in to see full entry.