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Good morning gang... I hope you're all having a happy Saturday. We finally have some sunshine here this morning!! It's supposed to be quite warm here as well today, which is a nice change from all the cool, damp, miserable weather we've had for so long now. Roommie and I wanted to go out today, but... Sign in to see full entry.

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It all started when I first dreamed of him. I had seen him dance, and could not forgot his face. His dark eyes torment me even now. Was he looking at me, or at nothing at all? If only I knew! I feel his arms around me always, though we have never embraced. The feeling is so strong at times that it... Sign in to see full entry.

I hope you'll all enjoy the re-telling of this tale... DANCING IN RED SQUARE This story began in the late winter of 2006. It was my dream of freedom, and I hope it will become an inspiration for you. How long have I been wandering the square? It seems like hours, but surely it can’t have been so... Sign in to see full entry.

When the computer crashed a couple of weeks ago, I lost most of my personal writing. I was able to save some of it, but not as much as I'd hoped. Needless to say, most of my stories with exception of LENA (Well, actually probably including LENA) will have to begin yet all over again. Nikolai's story... Sign in to see full entry.

Yesterday for some reason, I saw him again. I don't what prompted the vision, and I wish I understood why it came to me again so suddenly, but maybe I'm not meant to understand. Some of you may remember that toward the end of last year I posted about having a dream about one of the Russian ballet... Sign in to see full entry.

I was thinking about these whilst I was washing up earlier today, so just for fun I thought I'd share them with you all. 1-Seeing Mick again and meeting Nathan Aaron...Of course! 2-Seeing my son again and finally meeting his wife. 3-Taking singing lessons 4-Traveling again 5-Becoming fairly fluent... Sign in to see full entry.

Well, actually it happened again earlier this morning. Just I was feeling the sunrise, I had yet another nightmare about Mick. This time though, his brother Pete was involved. Pete and I were told that Mick could only be saved by a surgery of some sort, but also that we'd have to have surgery at the... Sign in to see full entry.

I never really told any of you why I left this place in the middle of February. I know a couple of you asked me, but I could never bring myself to talk about it. I still can't, really. At the moment it's just too damn painful. If you ask me, the saying that time heals all wounds is a lie. Some... Sign in to see full entry.

Why is it that I can't seem to back off even when I know I should? Mum always accuses me of being too caring toward other people...And I'm starting to wonder if she wasn't right all along. Most people I know think I'm too sweet and too kind for my own good. I try my best to be patient and kind... Sign in to see full entry.

Well, here we are on the very last day of April. I can't belive it!! Before we know it, summer will arrive. That's just fine with me...I can't wait!! Tomorrow is payday for both Roommie and I. I also am looking forward to this. It truly sucks only getting paid once a month, but for the time being... Sign in to see full entry.

I wasn't able to go to Grammy's for dinner today after all. I wasn't feeling well when I got up this morning, and I thought it would pass but it hasn't. Poor Mum actually asked me if I was cancelling because I didn't want to go... I don't blame her for asking...I'll explain why in another post. God... Sign in to see full entry.

Good morning, gang... Here where I am, it is dark, dismal and wet!! We're expecting rain for at least the next three days, but I suppose it's needed to fight off any drought we may have this summer. Speaking of summer, I'm beginning to wonder if we're going to have one at all this year. All this... Sign in to see full entry.

My computer is working much better now. It still has a few strange kinks in it, but I think having it professionally cleaned when Roommie gets home should take care of the rest of the problem. I just installed some new wallpaper-well, not new actually-it's from the M&M's website. My UNDERDOG... Sign in to see full entry.

Good morning gang, Yes, lovelyladymonk has returned at last. I finally got all my windows updates finished last night and just now managed to add a new email address to my hotmail account. I'll send each of you an email over the next couple of days to give you my new address. In the meantime, you... Sign in to see full entry.

Hi everyone... This will be my last post for quite a while. My computer is not working properly and I need to wipe everything out and start again. It's going to take me at least a week and a half, so if you don't see me around, that's one of the reasons why. Some fool idiot has been trying to hack... Sign in to see full entry.

A few days ago, a friend of mine told me I was being rude to him simply because I told him I needed him not to leave me test messages for his dragon speech dictator when I'm not online. I wasn't angry at all, and I certainly wasn't being rude. I just don't like getting offline messages unless it's... Sign in to see full entry.

Normally, I'd be yelling whoopie at the top of my lungs...It is Friday after all. I love the weekends usually...but today I feel down right crummy. I'm not sick, but my back hurts again. Damn nerve injury. Also, I have come to the not-so-startling revelation that something is indeed going to have to... Sign in to see full entry.

Why do I have to live here in Maine? It started snowing well over an hour ago, and it isn't due to let up any time soon. Why? Snow makes my joints stiff, and this stiffness makes me tired...Sometimes weak. I'm feeling both right now and I wish it would just bugger off. I'd take a nap, but I wouldn't... Sign in to see full entry.

I've been sitting here, and I just suddenly remembered what day it is. It's 12 April, 2007... Nana and Grandpa would be celebrating their wedding anniversary today. Every year, Grammy would throw a huge party for them. How they loved seeing all of their children and grandchildren, and their great... Sign in to see full entry.