NOT REALLY IN THE MOOD, BUT...
I'm still so numb and sad. Not to say that I haven't smiled or laughed. I have. But it just hurts so badly that I almost can't stand the pain. It is okay to laugh and be happy, I know that, and I don't want to tarnish his memory by being sad all the time. That's the last thing he would want. It will... Sign in to see full entry.