Thinking through Life

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Saturday, January 10, 2009

even tigers need cuddles

Where is the party? i'm not there. i've missed the bus BUT will another one come and pick me up anyway? What goes around comes around. OK so i'm not the most involved person at the moment but does that really matter? Will i get picked up anyway? Do i have to make myself available. Smell the roses.... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, December 19, 2008

blind invasions

If you invade my thoughts then you are invading me. I can be invaded without having any control over the invasion. Like mould it builds from the yoke and spreads like lava. Even castles have a defence mechanism, what is yours? Do you get angry? You fire missiles freely having no clear target…beware... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

When the light goes out

when the lights are on we are somewhat ignorant to the process of why or what makes them shine so bright BUT when the light goes out... we wonder why? Its the time before the light goes puff that we have to worry about...that period when their almost out. what occurs in that time? how long does it... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, December 8, 2008

one moment big reaction

So your walking along the road. No no your skipping along the road. You've got your skip down to a tea, then suddenly a huge brick comes out of no where and smacks you straight in the head. Stars flash in and out of your mind...you lose your balance, regain it again, then lose it again. This lose is... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

A dear from the heart

I don’t want to not like you but I’ve lost the pattern to like you. I’ve forgotten how to like you. What it feels like to like you. How I should be with you. I’ve lost that function. I’m a machine. Numb. Empty. Should it not come naturally to me? I don’t want to have to work at this. I know this... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

You see it how you want to see it

if i'm in a good mood and you say " lets go for a run," i'm up for it. if i'm in a bad mood, then i might just think why the hell are you asking me that cant you see i'm busy?! It all depends on my mood to how i see things. My ex has contacted me again when i was in love with him and he contacted me... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

What brain pattern are you?

I'm thinking my head is tick tick tick ticking over. My brain pattern, my map, the routes i decided to think through are already laid out for me. I cant make you think in that way. Your wall is already up, your blank. You don't even know that other way exists. It not a t junction or no entry its not... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Whats really behind that cover?

I consider myself to be a nice human being BUT i still judge. I try not to. i try not to think before i get to know BUT most the time my mind over takes my niceness. my mind has a mind of its own. it continues to look, to dissect, to analyse before i've even said HI sometimes. If i dissect, analyse,... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

what a difference a week makes

.......My friends husband is deputy head at this school and they were looking for a drama teacher. i studied drama at college and uni and currently work in a skl which is not stretching me enough.... monday- i apply tuesday-they want to see me tues/wed/thurs-i prepare a lesson and worry myself sick... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, October 13, 2008

THE OTHER

i remember being in the playground and the school bully coming up to me..." did you say this about me?..." I pause..."er no" exits my mouth swiftly and in my head i'm thinking...it doesn't really matter if i did or didn't you still think i did because YOU have already made your mind up! Actually... Sign in to see full entry.

About this Blog

My head is like a galaxy of shooting stars each star contains a different thought. To try and organise these thoughts would be impossible instead they are free to come and go as they please. There are no limits, no right and wrongs, only thoughts. Please think freely. All thoughts are welcome.