Sunday, January 11, 2015
So I did take the time away from my husband that I talked about in my last post. I took the long drive from FL to CT, my first time doing a drive like that by myself. It was scary, liberating, and incredible. I spent the better part of two months in my hometown with my family and old friends. The... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, November 9, 2014
Going Home
My husband and I have decided to take some time apart. I have decided to take the long drive back to my home town, to spend the time with my family and friends in New England. My husband will stay here in the south for the time being. He gave me the option to stay, but I am so lonely already that... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, October 26, 2014
RIP Titus Kitty
Had to put my beloved pet cat Titus down on Friday:( My husband and I cried and cried. We took him home and buried him in the back yard. He was 13. He had gotten an infection in both his ears and his mouth. His teeth were bad and he had a recurring fungal infection in his ears. He had started to... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, October 14, 2014
Today
Today is my birthday and also our anniversary. Yes, we got married on my birthday. His birthday was two days ago, so its sort of our season. I have to work writing today, but at least its flexible. My husband and I have the next two days off together, so hopefully it will help us to reconnect a bit.... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, September 21, 2014
Celebrating Florida Fall
Starting to get into the spirit of fall, even though it's 91 degrees out:) Went to Bath n Body Works yesterday and got a bunch of great smelling pumpkin handsoaps. I also got a pumpkin yesterday. I know it's early, but I love to carve intricate designs into pumpkins and this year I want to start... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, August 31, 2014
Only a Dream
Wow, I have had a lot of weird dreams but I think this one takes the cake. In the dream, I woke up in a small bed with a heavy quilt, a high frame, and a gold-colored metal head board. There was a window looking out onto a street with a high hill, which we were near the top of. Not recognizing... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, August 30, 2014
Memories and Heartache
I love memories. Without memories, all that we have been through-good and bad- was for naut. I'm all about making new memories, experiencing new things. I love everything, I love life and can see the beauty in a quiet forest, a bustling city, or a creepy old building. Experiencing a roller coaster,... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, August 23, 2014
Rough Road called Marriage
The last couple weeks have been sooo hard. Since I came back from NH July 8 my husband and I haven't been getting along well at all. The very first night he told me that he didn't miss me and that it was wonderful while I was gone. Of course he was drunk, but he's drunk more nights than not. I've... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
Emotional Vacation
Wow, I guess I knew that going to see my Dad and New Hampshire family was going to be emotional, but anticipating something and actually living through it are pretty far apart, huh? I had such a good time, it was like a laugh a minute, and I guess I saved up all my tears and sappiness for coming... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, June 21, 2014
Calia's Thoughts on Religion and Spirituality
Yesterday my stepdaughter said to me that she feels bad in her heart knowing that some of her loved ones do not go to church. She said that gets very worried about them sometimes, but she knows that they are good people so she hopes they will go to heaven. I'm quite sure that this was meant to be an... Sign in to see full entry.