My Companion, My Pain

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Thursday, August 13, 2009

Up again

Well here I am sitting up again. It's 11:30 pm. And all the meds the doctor gave me that was supposed to make me sleep, have me agitated and are keeping me awake. To make it worse I saw the love of my life today and once again I was reminded of what we had and I miss him so much. He did send me a... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

So far No good

Last night was hell. The people that was supposed to make me sleep made me really sleepy but the pain medication didn't work. I was knocked out until about midnight and then I woke up in the worst pain I had been in for a long time. I tried to get up hoping that my back would feel better if I got up... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

New meds

Went to the doctor today. More new meds. I'm really tired now. I will write and tell you about them after I try the new ones tonight. Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Vacation

I'm getting ready to go on vacation for about 3 weeks. I am going to Iowa to visit my sister. I hope I don't crash physically. After I announced my plans my daughter suddenly wanted to go along. I'm not sure if she wants to go or if she is worried about me going by myself. So she is going to ride... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Back for a while

I'm back for a while. I was hoping that my health would improve if I wasn't working. I guess it has some but not nearly as much as I would like. I seem to fight something every day. I am trying to build myself up a little at a time and some times I think that is working and then all of a sudden I go... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Taking some time off

I am taking some time off from Blogit. Need to get some other things together. Will be back though, I'm sure Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Thinking of leaving

It's amazing how busy I am now. I spend hours writing which is a good thing. I'm not keeping up with my blogs much and I'm thinking about leaving blogit. I don't really have the money to spend when I dont really make any. I don't know we'll see how the cash flow goes. Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Looking to the future cont.

So it continued. I would lay for a couple of days improve some, go to work for a couple of days and have to stay home again. I didn't always have any warning that a flare was coming on. One friday I was doing well all day. I had experienced some discomfort but not bad. At 3:30 p.m. I started feeling... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Looking to the future cont.

Then I thought about my work. To me it was more then a able It was my identity and my passion. I had been a Veterinary tech for almost thirty years. I had a relationship with every animal I touched. Clients not only requested a particular doctor but some wouldn't allow any thing to be done if I... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Looking to the furture

The following is something that I wrote in March, when facing my 45 birthday and an uncertain future physically. It's March 1 2009 and I'm now eleven days away from my forty fifth birthday. I have missed several days of work over the last two weeks of work. I'm reacting to the infusion drug... Sign in to see full entry.

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