Over the Borderline

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Friday, May 22, 2009

No Word

No word from Scott in weeks. While it stabs at my ego, it is probably a good thing that he hasn't written. "God doing for me what I cannot do for myself". HA Fortunately, I have NOT succumbed to the compulsion to write to HIM, which is a biggie for me. So then.... I suppose me not having much to... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Back on the obsession treadmill ...

I haven't heard from Scott in a while.... I made the silly mistake of sending him an email about a week ago -- it was a short email, but it was still an attempt at soliciting contact from him. Contact that I should NOT be making for several reasons.... For starters, I'm addicted to him -- a... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Bordering on Insanity - Part II

So, there it was, in black and white -- this Borderline personality lover of mine. Now, I know that this is just one side of the story -- there was much joy and passion, as well as much pain and havoc, involved in a relationship with someone like this. I also know that, while I point 1 finger at the... Sign in to see full entry.

Bordering on Insanity - Part I

Well, rats. I'm sorry -- a lot of time has elapsed since my last post. I hope I haven't lost a lot of ya', but I fear that I did... GEEZ. I apologize. I cannot put into words how difficult this story is to try to... well... put into words! Let' see... where was I? Yes, yes... the affair. Torrid.... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Trying to Transcend Linguistics

"We have to use language to communicate our inner experience which in its very nature transcends linguistics." — D. T. Suzuki (Buddhist Author and Essayist) What an absolutely perfect way to put it! For the past 24 or so hours, I've been desperately trying to put into words what my life was like... Sign in to see full entry.

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