Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Dream or Nightmare?
A dream is an empty nightmare that can be repeated for all of eternity... creating happiness is bliss © W. Cheuvront It is my strong belief that most things that happen, happen for a reason. Everything is a learning experience if we are open. As some of you may have read...just recently I went... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, August 29, 2008
I just finished my course on the Enneagram. The Enneagram suggests that every person is one of 9 different personality types. I found this course most interesting. My next course is Shamanism. I have looked briefly into Shamanism in the past...and did a beginners exercise or two. I still have the... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
LOVE - Circle of Energy
Love, is a circle of energy. This is not something of "learned" knowledge, but something I just know. It's also something I've been blessed enough to experience in this lifetime. So how does it work? True love can only be a circle of energy, anything else fails in one area or another. In love, both... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
The Bliss Of Just Being
I finished up the transforming personality meditations tonight. The last one was quite an awesome experience. I worked on feeling myself being pure consciousness. I felt a sense of happiness and excitement through the whole exercise. I could feel myself as consciousness, expanding from within and... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
More Work Ahead Of Me
My latest meltdown has shown me more patterns of behavior that need adjusted, more subpersonalities that need adjusted. Unfortunately, I didn't recognize them until I had already allowed myself to blow everything out of proportion. I had allowed some minor thing that that Afzal had said and took it... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
The Shadow In Others
I guess I'm taking more notice lately, as today I have started to analyze the behavior of others. Though, it didn't start with a human. I was on the porch swinging, when our cat "Jewel" tried to jump up onto the swing. I knew it was going to fast for her, and I didn't have time to slow it down. She... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, May 2, 2008
I'm Making Progress...I Think
Today at the Dairy Queen while waiting for our order for about 15 minutes, with at least 8 employees moving around doing nothing, most I don't even think were aware of where they were...I had an outburst of anger...something that has been quite common in my past. I had gotten my son's order quickly,... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
WE'RE ALL A LITTLE SCHIZOPHRENIC
I've been studying lately on the shadow self and sub-personalities. It's interesting that I have never really thought of it that way, but we all have so many different personalities that cause us to react differently in various circumstances. Like many schizophrenics, we develop our different... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
SO YOU THINK I'M NOT GOD?
As I was lying in my room tonight, looking around me and trying to see through that of which we, as humans, perceive as "physical reality", this came to me as a perfect example of how it is possible that we all are one...that none of us are separate, even though it is perceived that way. I was going... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Now I know what it feels like to be a candle...
I have moved through the "World Religions" course, and through most of the "Meditations" course. One of the exercises I did on Sunday involved a voice meditation using some object as a focal point. I believe this was the 3rd voice meditation I did, and the first one that I actually felt comfortable... Sign in to see full entry.
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I HAVE CHANGED THIS BLOG TO REFLECT MY NEW STUDIES IN METAPHYSICAL SCIENCES.
I AM ON A MISSION TO EARN MY BACHELORS, MASTERS, D.D. AND PH.D IN METAPHYSICAL SCIENCES.
THIS BLOG WILL REFLECT MY KNOWLEDGE AND LEARNING IN SOME OF THE COURSES I AM TAKING, OR ANYTHING ELSE OF RELEVANCE.