PARADISE GARDEN

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I know that I have set behaviors, norms and attitude......I am nice, but very precise about anything......I have my own thoughts, if some one thinks that they can drive me crazy.....well, I won't take it......If I didn't let you hold my hand means...you are walking your way....I am walking my path. We are just parallel walkers.......so we have difference.....it's hard to collide...because I am like that..... Sue Sign in to see full entry.

I know some where in darkness you cry, you sigh, afraid to meet me why do you do this way between our life, the transparent fence I see you crying, I see you failing, I can't take it even a minute more....... sue k mrithujayan copyright©March27th2007 Sign in to see full entry.

Some times we pray hard.....very hard, it takes a while to get an answer.........it doesn't mean that god didn't hear.....but it is not right time yet....... always god has better plan for us... Sign in to see full entry.

I am thinking one of my friend....people like to make comment on you, but they wom't let......may be an accident.......they block you, then they never remove the block.... WOW what a world????????????? Sign in to see full entry.

I am with some one.......in a restaurant, she could be my mom, almost like that or some thing close like that.......it worries me......I told, wjhen we are in public, u can't laugh this loud when I am around.......AM I BEING RUDE????? I couldn't help it, because I don't like unnecessary attention to me while I am in a restaurant. I don't know whether she reads me here, I don't know why she act out of proportion at times....She praise me million times....I agree that you can praise me, but praise... Sign in to see full entry.

The reason you came on my garden, and remember the story you shared to my roses and flowers, I still wonder, why and who?????????? I know your friends, I know your agents, I still don't know for sure who you are....... Sue Sign in to see full entry.

I could live this way....... I could live that way But I do love to be this way A lot of noise and fun A world of love and happiness Peaceful moments Butterfly dances Hershy kisses..........Why do I want all Because I am the way I am I can't be any one Other than the echo of your heart Hey, Rockstar Ican't stop lovin you..... Sue Mrithujayan copyright©March27th2007 Sign in to see full entry.

God give only so many days in our life....... I am glad that I knew you as my best friend...... I am glad that I have an opportunity to be as your friend..... Sue Sign in to see full entry.

WISH ALL OF YOU A BEAUTIFUL DAY Sign in to see full entry.

I seldom sip my lips sure it's very necessary I got hurted that deep bleeding a lot....... I don't want you to know it sure I meant There is a reason...... all you said as a whisper in dreams.......... I know who you are why do you dance with my music then why you pretend emotions are not to be torchered why do you wish to break my heart why why why.......u tell me you, you, you...... stop the dance from the back.... come forward, see me eye to eye tell me who you are and are you the same or a... Sign in to see full entry.

LATER, NOW WORKING Sign in to see full entry.

I am working this weekend, So I am busy...... sue Sign in to see full entry.

may be around 2 or 3 am........ so I can listen to music which I love...... sue Sign in to see full entry.

I NEED TO GET MY ENERGY..........I NEED IT, I WILL, I WILL Sign in to see full entry.

Every now and then I just act too strong I know you want me to be simple and nice but sure I can't at this time so I told you just like I felt......... sue mrithujayan©copyright march20th2007 Sign in to see full entry.

hey, I am back to my normal routine, listenin to my DJ at night at my favorite radio station, and staying up so late......... sue Sign in to see full entry.

© This is all about a friend Who used to be a heart beat She was so cool, But today.......... She seems strange....... I didn't visit her...... Must be right or wrong.... Because while I am away She made comments about me I heard it and laughed But really hurted me I wanted to see you But I decide not to Not at this time. But you will see me.... In few years later if god allows May be then you will be wise enough Just to know me as me....... sue mrithujayan©March19-2007copyright Sign in to see full entry.

days and years of my life had gone, I kept memories in my heart, finally after seventeen years, I landed to my home town......The FACE OF MY TOWN HAS GONE.....THE QIET TOWN HAS BECOME A CITY, FULL OF PEOPLE and FULL OF THINGS.....THE PLACE I GREW UP.......I LOST IT.......I AM IN A NEW TOWN......HEART ACHED FOR FEW MOMENTS......I HAD TO ACCEPT MY TOWN AS A NEW CITY....with a sigh........tears in my corner of cornea A deep feelings in my heart...... Years change even my little town...... Sign in to see full entry.

While I was on vacation, visiting my family, friends, cousins, nieces, nephews, I was totally different person..............I didn't utter a word about me.......Talked about every one else.....Most often about ROCKY.....I just pretend a very happy face....What else I could do???????? I want to be accepted around them......So my myseries, my sad face, my pains, my dreams, hid in me.......the other twin side........ Sign in to see full entry.