PARADISE GARDEN

some people try to stick too close either...... I love the people who gives a space of my own and freedom.....I can't stand people who smoke that I don't care how old they are.......it's a nasty dirty habit........they smoke and mercilessly walk around the other people.......because they make me suffocate.......I can't stand........ Also people who brings with too much examples, also......I am too specific, and I know where I have to stand....... Some time........I am just a T person...........I... Sign in to see full entry.

Talked about other things, I asked her to remember.....she couldn't but she was talking about all other thing in the world............She is all confused.......here I am.......now it has become that my children and my friends and cousins will remember......but not my mom.......I guess even my nephews forgot about it.............. slowly memories of my birth has become a faded story...... Today some one called me and asked me which year I born? She started guessing older than I am.........but I... Sign in to see full entry.

On my birthday, June 4th.......one more time again, I wish my dad was alive...... Sue Sign in to see full entry.

It's going to be my b'day tomorrow.......... Yes....... Sue Sign in to see full entry.

I used to be so energetic, but not now, but I will again with your kindness, love and prayers..... good night to every one sue Sign in to see full entry.

We got to go........ have a beautiful day Sue Sign in to see full entry.

JUNE4TH.......IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.......WELL, I WILL REACH YOU GUYS.........BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE HOME OR ANY WHERE HERE.......I WANT TO HIDE MYSELF SOME WHERE TO DEDICATE MY DAY COMPLETELY TO GOD..... RECENTLY SOME HEALTH QUESTIONS ARE AHEAD OF ME, STARRING, CONFUSING, WORRYING........ GOD MAY NEED ALL MY DAY TO HIM, JUST ME TO TELL ALL MY ISSUES, SO HE CAN GIVE HIS UNDIVIDED ATTENTION TO ME..... ONLY TO ME......... I WANT TO SIT SOME WHERE PEACEFULLY IN A PLACE WHERE I CAN CONCENTRATE ON MY... Sign in to see full entry.

Chippu is mine, guess who is that........I love my Chippu......meenu ROCKY Sign in to see full entry.

because I love all of you and this world. Good night Sue Sign in to see full entry.

so won't be reading a lot..because I couldn't finish something which I want to finsh by this time, so I got to get busy and finish off, so in case if I forget to read you or missed to read you, I am so sorry, I will be back again on normal routine by June 3rd week.......It doesn't mean I won't be reading, but I won't reading as much as I did...... Sue Sign in to see full entry.

I am listenin to Delilah.......She is rocking with a song which I love as much as I am.......or my heart beat HOTEL CALIFORNIA A world of fun brings to my life Sue Sign in to see full entry.

ok, didn't mean to say it just like that, but I am helpless, I have to stand up for myself........I can't tell any one close in my cycle, because how can I come out of the pretty shell......So I come here, I yell, I scream, I laugh.........This isn't the life I wanted, but any how I had to live through until I could change......how could some one can guess, believe that I am going to put up with this through out my life...... I am a sweet person, honest, loyal......but no value for any of the... Sign in to see full entry.

some hurts. Sign in to see full entry.

HAHAHAHa...........I AM TALKING ABOUT MY INDIE MUSIC, I AM LISTENING TO SOME ONE, I AIN'T HAVE ANY ONE HERE.............. SUE Sign in to see full entry.

He was in our floor, I always stayed away from him because of he can make me allergic and I could have a breathing trouble, but he knew my name......Every time I am in patients room, if the phone rings, or some one look for me, he run to the room and stay right there by the door, then lead me to the person or phone.....Some where in that time, I slowly developed a connection to him......a soft corner.......you can't blame me right? Spanky the cat........HAHAHAHAHA...... Sue K Mrithujayan©copy... Sign in to see full entry.

YESTERDAY, SOME ONE TOOK THEIR TIME TO CHEER ME UP....SHE WAS KIND LADY, SHE KNEW I AM WORRIED ABOUT SOMETHING, SHE BOUGHT ME LUNCH, SHE TALKED TO ME, SHE GAVE ME IDEAS, SHE INTRODUCED ME HER FRIENDS TO HELP ME IN MY CAREER.......SOME PEOPLE ARE SO SPECIAL...... SUE Sign in to see full entry.

used to believe in love until the day I got hungry open the refrigirator nothing impressive because I ain't food shopping some one is doing it well, be happy at least for that some days can be too hard, if some one doesn't have a back up it could be simply like that no savings, no rich friends but have a huge cell phone bill life could be crazy, so I say need to be rich, love won't pay bill no money, ain't funny, but pay day loan is still out there.... Sue Mrithujayan 9457 copyright©may25th2007 Sign in to see full entry.

DON'T HAVE PROBLEM, EITHER YOU OR I CAN HAVE IT FOR FREE....DREAMS.......AREN'T THEY FREE OUT THERE, ALL YOU NEED IS JUST YOUR MIND AND IMAGINATION.....HEY I DREAM, ALWAYS AND FOREVER......IT'S ME CAN'T LIVE WITH OUT A DREAM........ sUE Sign in to see full entry.

DON'T HAVE PROBLEM, EITHER YOU OR I CAN HAVE IT FOR FREE....DREAMS.......AREN'T THEY FREE OUT THERE, ALL YOU NEED IS JUST YOUR MIND AND IMAGINATION.....HEY I DREAM, ALWAYS AND FOREVER......IT'S ME CAN'T LIVE WITH OUT A DREAM........ sUE Sign in to see full entry.

DON'T HAVE PROBLEM, EITHER YOU OR I CAN HAVE IT FOR FREE....DREAMS.......AREN'T THEY FREE OUT THERE, ALL YOU NEED IS JUST YOUR MIND AND IMAGINATION.....HEY I DREAM, ALWAYS AND FOREVER......IT'S ME CAN'T LIVE WITH OUT A DREAM........ sUE Sign in to see full entry.