PARADISE GARDEN

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

WHY I DECIDE TO LEAVE THE MOST HANDSOME STUPID...........J

WELL, U WANT ME TO TELL YOU WHY......NOT ONLY THAT BUT CLEARLY TO BLOGIT........ YES, I DECIDED BECAUSE YOU ARE AN AH.....AND YOU CALL BAD WORDS, ON TOP OF IT, YOU GUESS THAT YOU CAN CONTROL EVERY THING AND EVERY THOUGHT OF MINE, THEN YOU MAKE ME PAY ALL BILLS, AND KEEP MY BANK BALANCE NEGATIVE, AND YOU LAUGH ABOUT IT, U CALL ME UGLY EVEN THOUGH I AM ATTRACTIVE, U COME TO ME EVERY MOMENT AND TRACE ME.......U WANT TO KNOW WHAT I TALK, WHAT I DO,,, BUT YOU ARE HAPPY WHEN I DON'T HAVE MONEY TO PAY... Sign in to see full entry.

MY GOD, THE DAY WAS SUCH A BUSY DAY....EVEN MY HEART RATE WENT UP TO 111

I AM AFRAID THAT ONE OF THESE DAYS, I AM GOING TO COLLAPSE......BECAUSE THERE WAS TOO MANY LIL THINGS USED TO KEEP ME ALIVE AND GIVE ME PEACE..... NOW THAT I AM TOO BUSY, I AM NOT EVEN BREATHING WELL AT TIMES, SOME ONE IS STARING AT ME TO CARRY ME TO GRAVE YARD.... CRAZY AS IT IS.....MY BLOOD PRESSURE AND HEART BEAT WENT OFF THE WALL..... STRESSFULL AS IT IS, I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN PUSH IT THROUGH.... IF I COMPLETE THE WHOLE MONTH, I MADE IT.... Sign in to see full entry.

Know who your friends are.........Country ROCKS

Have you heard that Country song, TRACY LAWRENCE.......now all three together Kenny and Tim Mcgraw too........ Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

My Music of Today........

Thisa blog is going to be about what keeps me alive......it's my life.......love of music..... So today who rock with me and the song is A song: every word...... every step yo take...... Sue Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

My life was so cool and keen until the wrong one's entered

He wasn't pefrect and never wished that he need to be perfect, but trusted him in everything, but he cheated on me every single time he got...... SO I HATED HIM........YEARS OF HATRED GROWN OUT LIKE A PAIN FOREST...... I HATED HIM..........I HATE HIM>>>>>>> AND I WILL.............. I WILL NEVER ABLE TO LOVE HIM>>>>>>BECAUSE HE HURTED ME THAT MUCH sue Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

TIME TO SLEEP>........

Goodnight.......too tired for any dreams....... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Perfect p[eople and their perfect world......

I ain't fit anywhere like that...... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, July 23, 2007

I NEED AN EMERGENCY PRAYER

PLEASE PRAY FOR MY BEST AND GOD's WISH..... BECAUSE IT SEEMS SO HARD..... Sue Sign in to see full entry.

When your body is naked, you can still reach for a material to cover.......

When your mind is naked, you can't hide it.......All the looks give you shame, pain, frustration and much more....... Sue 9457 Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Thank god for saving my life, I was on 85

I was driving on 85 and listenin to my Sunday favorite, all of a sudden my tire flip apart.....FLAT..... Oh my god, there was a 16wheeler behind and traffic is lil heavy, some how I managed to get the side......it was fuming..... All prayers from every one always saving my life...... Thank god for saving me........ Some people came to help me, a friend and friend's friend.......... When you are in trouble you meet your real friend.... I owe to some people in life, now a days all the time some... Sign in to see full entry.

Math of my life.......

It's always ends up in math..some additions, subtractions, multiplications and divisions..... Every one like to have their account stable..........but some body must be thinking that how fool she is...... But she got her own reasonings, well if I have the money, the day could be good, even months..... but life is not balanced all by money, so hard earnings could spent away to by the peace I deserve, it look like big loss or gain.........In my view, it's gain...... give all you could, loose all... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

All my kids ( all three ) love me the same......

My kids and my dog...( he is a kid in my world).........all three love me the same...... I was away, but I saw all three every day...... we have our own secret......a man won't understand the bond of a mom and her kids connections...... They are mine, so they shower me with the deepest love of all in world...... so if any one want question?????????? well, they know how much and how deep I love them........ sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

All my kids ( all three ) love me the same......

My kids and my dog...( he is a kid in my world).........all three love me the same...... I was away, but I saw all three every day...... we have our own secret......a man won't understand the bond of a mom and her kids connections...... They are mine, so they shower me with the deepest love of all in world...... so if any one want question?????????? well, they know how much and how deep I love them........ sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

Beyond your view

Beyond your view Beyond the horizon Beyond all worries Beyond the pain There lies a beautiful place The paradise of my own No one will sceream here No one make me scream No one calls me names No one say "I don't love you" No one say" Go Find your right man" No one say" You are mentally sick" No one get jelous on my Innocent dog There I live one day soon I call it as Paradise, the basement is done The bricks I am carefully putting up One by one, only my kids and dog Few other kids will come NO... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

In the sea shore,don't come to pick the shells..........

hey, wow......what a wonderful sight open pages of a book, but the secret never revealed...... there was so much of sweet lies or jocks told........... real story of monster and friends are coming up the original story begin in the view of a broken mirror....... want to follow, go ahead...but got to walk straight lines.. if you skip on line, you loose the track.... every one comes again, all the faces and phses of real story.... now I reveal the real story to write.... but don't come back and... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, July 16, 2007

It hurts Sign in to see full entry.

Change of my attitude to a better altitude............

Our attitude is everything. My best friend recently send some email to make me think anout the same topic............I always believed that I have the best attitude, but I realize that I had the best interest but I was a mixture of generations and mixture of yesterday's kid, today's woman and tomorrow's hope......... Well, I stopped for moments and moments..........thought about so deeply......... Shockingly I realize that I am holding on lot of pain due to past memories, a bunch of horrible... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

TIME, MONEY, AND OVER EXHAUSTED......

Time is essential, money is important. Responsibility put you through long hours and you are over exhausted. I understand where you come from, andI know where I am standing, we all need a space where we can just relax, so we blog........ Open our mind like a book......words and words, support one another......we are a family......... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

DON'T KNOW HOW AM GOING TO MANAGE MY TIME AFTER 15TH......

LIFE GOT MESSED UP AT IT'S BEST OR WORST, I GOT SWIM LONG WAY...FROM 16TH, I HAVE TO KEEP UP WITH TWO FULL TIME JOB FOR A WHILE PLUS MY SCHOOL.... THINKING OF IT I AM GOING CRAZY, BUT I GOT TO DO IT......SO KEEP MY HEAD UP, AND GET BETTER.... WELL, IN SIX MONTHS, I WANT TO MAKE MY OWN REALTY..... STAR USA REALTY OR SMART USA REALTY, WHICH NAME YOU GUYS LIKE IT, WILL CHOOSE IT.... 2008 IS MY OWN YEAR, GOING TO BE SIMPLY COOL AND PEACEFUL...... I CAN SEE IT......I WILL DO IT..... SO NOW TIME TO... Sign in to see full entry.

Goal setting.........

Yeah, I was talking about focusing on me.......When you focus yourself, you get your goals in vision......Once you begin vision your goal, you practically landing on real world..You are becoming more aware of your choices and chances for your future, then start plan, organize and set up your goal with a time limit....Even before you know, you accomplish your dream......... THIS IS WHAT THE LIFE MANAGEMENT........TAKE YOUR STEP......... Sign in to see full entry.

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