Sleepless Writings for Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I know I’m being selfish Especially when I lie It doesn’t break my heart Even if it makes me cry It fits into my idea Of how things should work Commitment kills affection Passion’s for friends who fuck It’s how it’s always been What little years I’ve lived The best sex has always happened When me... Sign in to see full entry.

A fantasy has collapsed Fallen from view Revealing reality So sad, yet so true From my desperate reach Loosed the dream in my mind My eyes have opened to the truth I’ve tried so hard to hide And if I dare let go Of what I now see Give in to the haze, Live lost in the dream, I know that I’ll cry And... Sign in to see full entry.

Sometimes I freak and throw a fit Sometimes I cry and give you shit I punch the walls; I push you away And you always know to give me space The anger subsides and the tears roll back My racing mind resumes its track The stress still there, I start to think But all I want, is you with me And when I... Sign in to see full entry.

I can’t write well With music on the brain It may flow with the song well But never on the page And as I am a poet, and not a lyricist I’d best go with what is my gift So now I commence with What I hope will be a night Where my inspiration flows And the words come out right For there is much on my... Sign in to see full entry.

Convinced that no one could want me, if by chance they got to know me Clouds of regret, they loom above me But never, they rain down Could I ever escape my reckless past? Never showing to my family Nor to any who surround me That which lies beneath the shroud Could I ever let in those whom I’ve hurt... Sign in to see full entry.