I WANT TO GO TO INDIA ANS SPEND SOME TIME WITH MY MOM...BUT I CAN'T YET.... I NEED TO BE SURE EVERYTHING HERE WILL BE RIGHT WHILE I AM AWAY..... I AM IN A POSITION I JUST HAVE TO BE VERY CAREFUL TO STAY ON TRACK WITH THE FINANCE OF MY OWN..BUT MY MIND IS SO FULL OF GUILT, WHY I DIDN'T PLAN FOR... Sign in to see full entry.