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Sunday, January 2, 2005

Balance my day

Ok, here come with the revolution............I want everything to be in a successful way, but it is not all possible, so this time, try to manage each day by it self. I went out for lunch with my friend, she told me one thing" you are not paying this time, you got to let me do, because you need to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, January 1, 2005

I don't cry any more.

WOW, I looked at the mirror, my face look much better. Eyes are more shiny. I haven't cried for few months now. Very nice of me. I completed my plan for last year, now I am not any more unhappy, because me and Jay are far. We don't fight, I don't cry. I changed my life, though I have to be away,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, December 31, 2004

Before I say goodbye to 2004

January 2004 came with a rush I wasn't ready It wasn't me..... But rushed to get the mood Started to school again Cut down hours of work Then what, life stop me to drop it in next month Things got bad and worst in April....... On may 31st, I made up my mind July vacation confirmed it well August,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, December 27, 2004

My holiday news...

I was sick from previous week, but I took enough Tylenol cold and advil to move on, but worked till Tuesday night as scheduled. Wednesday morning I flew to Philadelphia, the cold and fever got worst. Jay picked me from the airport, we went for lunch, then came home, I straight went to sleep. Vish... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

I can't sleep

Bunch of things happened today. I slept up to noon from last night, so tonight can't sleep. I work four hours on call, and have a bad allergy. It's my fault, because you all know I love chocalate.........yum, but I am not suppose to eat chocalate or drink coffee, a new allergy of year 2004. I was... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, December 13, 2004

To one of my so called best friend

This life is so funny Because my best friend became enemy To win me or win self Called me a liar Who liar? I never lied, so I don't worry You insulted me and tried to my peace You got so wrong The peace and joy in me is god given No human can take it away I will never let you or any one else to do... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, December 10, 2004

I don't have a moment to waste

I wasted a lot of time on stupid things( not exactly, but not productive, so I call it as stupid things) in 2004. But now on, set the goal and ready to move. Nothing else to think about it. I have a goal for 2005. I can't wait any more. My 2005 will be pretty busy for reasons and my betterment.So... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, December 8, 2004

He called me billion times today

I know Jay stop loving me many years ago, but he pretends that he loves me now, but I will never go back. Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

It's my life

Life was colorful, and interesting when I was a child. Then I grew as a teenager, not much trouble and moved to USA. I met Jay, as a friend end up starting a life with him. Vish and Kar born, that was my best thing in my life. I have and had sweet memories of my children. Jay became arrogent and... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, November 25, 2004

Meet this favorite people in different site.

Three of my favorite persons Arrial starr Meet her in www.kcnet.com/writersplace Meet passion www.rickjfico.com I have one more person's site address to put it here, I will Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, November 22, 2004

Some days I want you to be special

Some days I like to treat some one as special. If I picked you as a special one, I definitely love you and treat you as special........ Sue Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, November 12, 2004

Finally they got here around three am.

I was so upset all day with different issues. They said that they are not coming either. I had the worst day and I decided to blog till I get sleepy. I kept blogging until I heard the calling bell at 3am. Open the door for three of them standing in front of my door. So, finally he brought the kids.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, November 11, 2004

Don't say goodnite?

I am not suppose to say goodmorning...... I am not suppose to say goodnite It is true........ But I did, so how can I reverse Can't fix it, So took a glass of cold water with ice It's plain water So can't even feel sleep Stuck with thoughts My mind wandering like a wind Sunrays said goodbye... Sign in to see full entry.

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Suppose to be the best day, but I messed it up

I feel so bottom of the world. I am stupid. I do little things with a hurry and made some one to think, I am crazy. Some time I give too much explanations, some time I don't give any explanations. Bottom lime, I am a stupid............I feel so stupid. Hope you all are doing well. I need a prayer. Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, November 1, 2004

It's been 15 years tomorrow. My anniversary of US life............

I landed on a cold afternoon, It was fifteen years ago I still have the dress which I had at that day But I added some weight now So can't fit in I came here with lots of dreams and hopes I came to be here to be me........................ I didn't come here to find a prince I thought that I will go... Sign in to see full entry.

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It's been 15 years tomorrow. My anniversary of US life............

I landed on a cold afternoon, It was fifteen years ago I still have the dress which I had at that day But I added some weight now So can't fittin I came here with lots of dreams and hopes I came to be here to be me........................ I didn't come here to find a prince I thought that I will go... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, October 31, 2004

It's 2:15am, I am getting ready to sleep

After 16 hours at work, I suppose to go hit the bed, I came home and took a quick shower, sitting up in front of this computer. Nothing special, so boring, but not feeling sleepy, but I must rest now. So goodnite every one, I am going to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep, Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, October 29, 2004

Twenty minutes left to go to work, do you day dream?

What I did all day? I was sleeping till 0930. Then had a shower for ever. Next checked the mail. I wanted to go out for grossary shopping, but cancelled. Talked to my dearest friend, and some body else. Now I am blogging, but got cook, eat, and put on uniform for work........... How I lost my time?... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

A day of my own

I work a lot ans stay busy. But today is my off day, I had some friends to meet me, but I cancelled two of my friends invitation, one more will come this after noon, and another one around 5pm, and the last one at library will be 7:30 pm. Suppose to see 5 of my friends, but trying to turn all four... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, October 23, 2004

I will post all my writing one day..........I am writing but pen and paper,

because I need to be sure what I want to post............. Sign in to see full entry.

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