Daily Diary

Today everything hurts. I don't know if it's because I stopped my antidepressant, I've been doing too much or what, but I'm sore. Keeping up with the house is a never ending battle. Especially when we still have major messes to clean up. It's a holiday weekend and I want to have fun, but I also want... Sign in to see full entry.

I've been feeling sluggish. I've gotten a sinus infection, which means that I sleep even worse, my head hurts and I have no energy. My muscles hurt a lot. I need to go to the Y and exercise. I desperately need to get my sleep machine adjusted but I haven't gotten my referral yet. So hopefully I can... Sign in to see full entry.

My daughters and I saw, Mr. and Mrs. Smith today. I slept through parts of it, then when I was awake, it was after the two of them had taken on the job of killing each other. It seemed like it was mostly big guns, shooting and a long fight scene where they did terribly damage to each other, but... Sign in to see full entry.

Without the buffer of an antidepressant I am becoming moodier. When I am tired I get angry. When I read about or see on television painful situations, I cry in empathy. But as long as I don't get too depressed or anxious, nor my anger become more than irritation, I can probably cope. I really am... Sign in to see full entry.

Yesterday I got two housekeepers to come over and clean. The house was so dirty and disgusting. I worked hard to keep up with them but could only work for an hour. They worked for three hours. I got a lot of exercise in yesterday. In addition, I made appointments for all the things I haven't been... Sign in to see full entry.

for my collar. My bones healed right. I do a whole lot of things. The wrinkle is that my swelling is back again. The doctor hasn't figued out a cause yet. I have a lot of work to do getting my body back in shape. But this time I think i can, my bad neck isn't holding me back. Sign in to see full entry.

happen to almost everyone. Mine is a little unusual. Our addition, which is where the computer is, has a very leaky roof. I moved the computer off the desk this morning because the desk was wet and I was afraid, the computer would get ruined. There is a big ceiling bulge over part of the desk, but... Sign in to see full entry.

This morning while I'm sitting at the computer, trying to write. Tanya, the local bill collector called. Why does she have to get all righteous. He owes money, not blood. He'll have to pay it eventually, but not now at nine in the morning. She wants to garnish his wages, make life difficult for him.... Sign in to see full entry.

Today, I found Kelly's id which I didn't think I would. I also found her bank statement. She needs her social security card, but maybe they will overlook it at DSHS, where she is applying for general assistance. Brenda helped me, but not the way I wanted. She does what she thinks needs to be done... Sign in to see full entry.

It is so hard to work without energy. i wish I could have a dose of it so that I could clean my house today. Sign in to see full entry.