Love Life Loneliness & Addictions

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

RegenNacht (2002)

- Sie war wieder hier, wo sie so oft war. Hunderte von Kilometern von zu Hause entfernt und auf der Suche nach etwas, von dem sie nicht einmal wusste was es war. Sie war erschöpft, aber nicht müde. Über Müdigkeit war sie hinaus. Das einzige was blieb, war ein sanftes Gefühl von Schwere, mit dem ihr... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wieder (2007)

Ich sehe wieder Ich schreibe wieder Ich fühle wieder Mein Herz wie die See Ich gehe wieder Ich bleibe wieder Mein Geist ist wieder weiß wie der Schnee Ich komme wieder Ich stehe und schaue atme Weite, fliege durch Sonne und Wind Ich lache wieder Ich weine wieder Ich stehe wieder auf und ich lasse... Sign in to see full entry.

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Push and Pull (2007)

All my trials and tribulations with education’s stipulations my situation is not spacious and my living is not gracious Maybe I need supervision for my frequent bad decisions that form hindering incisions in the life that I envision I have to pull myself together not to rip myself apart but my skin... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sprung (2007)

Mir schwindelt Es ist unser letzter Tag Es ist ein Montag Er ist grau Wir liegen im Bett, ineinander verschlungen Ich sehe dich an Du siehst mich an Deine Augen Deine Nähe Dann ist da wieder dieser Satz Und mein Herz macht einen Satz Die Worte dröhnen in meinem Kopf Klopfen von innen an meine Lippen... Sign in to see full entry.

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Weakness

Your eyes are not there anymore, are not seeing no one is watching so I keep fleeing I want to go home simply crawl into bed but all the way there I have to fight with my head I wish you could hold me like the little toy panda wrap your arms all around me so strong, warm and tender I’m feeling so... Sign in to see full entry.

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Borrowed from Destiny

Lend me your shoulder so I can spend the night in peace so I can escape my demons and sleep, dreaming of your kiss Lend me your ear so I can tell you about my past lend me your imagination for a future that could last Lend me some of your attention keep attending to my soul disperse my inner... Sign in to see full entry.

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Not to think

The very moment you were gone it hit me that for months to come I’d be completely on my own with no familiar soul and touch I closed my eyes I took a deep breath and I went home and changed my clothes I drag myself to meetings I swamp myself with work Not to think of you Not to be driven crazy I get... Sign in to see full entry.

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Something (2007)

Something is missing something is gone something feels hollow familiar, and wrong Everything’s empty, quiet, so still. I can’t comfort myself with the power of will Silence is golden Silence is bleak Your absence is cold My resilience is weak Something is missing, is waiting, for you Something is... Sign in to see full entry.

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Rainy Days

It’s pouring outside the house empty and quiet I stand with my head on your chest Incessantly dripping, the sound all around us and everything’s coming to rest The soothing murmur the mist in the air the universe has become tiny As soon as I touch you time stops right there our eyes full of... Sign in to see full entry.

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Leap

I’ve gone too far this time and I know it. I can feel it. I don’t care. I know it’s dangerous - as is everything. But this time I do dare. I know as soon as I let go I will be lost and found. In the sweet dark well That is your eyes To walk on holy ground. I can’t know where it will take me But by... Sign in to see full entry.

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Short stories, texts and poems about love and loneliness, my fight with weakness and addiction, my crazy life in a bunch of foreign countries, my search for myself and my destiny, my purpose in life, my neverending search for love, getting my heart broken on the way and yet healing and believing. - Kurzgeschichten, Texte und Gedichte über Liebe und Einsamkeit, den endlosen Kampf mit der Sucht und den eigenen Schwächen, mein verrücktes Leben im Ausland, meine Suche nach mir selbst und meiner Bestimmung, meine niemals endende Suche nach Liebe, mein gebrochenes Herz das langsam wieder heilt, und meinen ungebrochenen Glauben an Liebe und Bestimmung

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