Love Life Loneliness & Addictions

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

In My World

In my world Where the clouds are running And the Stars twinkle down from the sky In my world Where the moon sees my desire And the Sun kisses my heart In my world Where my words can never keep up with my heartbeats And my thoughts caress what my hands can’t reach In my world Where I write the very... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, December 10, 2007

Presentce

I wake up and I feel your touch, The warmth of your embrace Which is surreal inasmuch As I can’t recall your face Through all the years, Thousands of miles A universe away You are still here You found your way To all of my exiles You touch me in my dreams, Yet hide behind another face My feelings... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, December 7, 2007

Insomnia

These days when I keep feeling Like I haven’t slept in weeks I sleepwalk through my mornings The afternoons are bleak The evenings are lonely The nights give me no rest I don’t remember where my home is Heart forgotten in my chest You’re not here, neither am I My thoughts go out, my legs walk by My... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Be

I fearfully squeeze my eyes shut And wonder why I don’t see I keep chewing off my skin And wonder why it won’t get thicker I keep rushing back and forth And wonder why I don’t get anywhere I do my best to hide, I jealously guard my borders Then wonder why no one understands me I fill myself with... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Secret Life

I am wandering the streets I try to drag this body home The troubles got to me again I just want to be alone Suddenly the sun is grey This place is where existence hurts I want to flee, to break away I need to hide in baggy shirts Conscience joins me in the garden I see light, I climb the stairs I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, December 3, 2007

Rage and Forgiveness

I make the effort I take the leap I surrender control But you don’t take over I make myself your captive yet you burden me with decisions I make myself your gift but you don’t know how to take me I give you everything I am but I don’t get anything back My patience runs out I’m just playing a part... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, November 30, 2007

One Moment

I’m not always easy to find I’m not the easygoing kind It is always hard to keep up with my mind - still waters run deep But it takes just one moment just one glimpse into your soul to arouse my interest in the person and the mysteries below I am complex, so are my emotions, the strongest notion... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, November 29, 2007

The Force

Love is the exquisite fire that, with passion and desire, burns within you heart and soul, consumes you and yet makes you whole. Its power is to grant perfection, strength, belief and, when it fell, creating its own resurrection even from the darkest spell The stranger that you call your lover stirs... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Fear (2007)

Be careful what you wish for Because it might come true My heart was craving love And so I wished for you Be careful what you strive after Because that thing you wanted Might be the same you ran from By which your soul was haunted I wished for you to fall for me So I could fall into your arms... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Now I Know (2007)

I had felt it in your touch I had seen it in your eyes I had read between the lines Yet I was still unsure I had the courage to let go I had dared to let it show I believed I saw your heart But it’s different, now I know Now I know, my heart beats lighter Now I know, the light shines brighter Now I... Sign in to see full entry.

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About this Blog

Short stories, texts and poems about love and loneliness, my fight with weakness and addiction, my crazy life in a bunch of foreign countries, my search for myself and my destiny, my purpose in life, my neverending search for love, getting my heart broken on the way and yet healing and believing. - Kurzgeschichten, Texte und Gedichte über Liebe und Einsamkeit, den endlosen Kampf mit der Sucht und den eigenen Schwächen, mein verrücktes Leben im Ausland, meine Suche nach mir selbst und meiner Bestimmung, meine niemals endende Suche nach Liebe, mein gebrochenes Herz das langsam wieder heilt, und meinen ungebrochenen Glauben an Liebe und Bestimmung

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