Love Life Loneliness & Addictions

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Thursday, February 7, 2008

Lifesigns

Monday and no letter from you No sign No mercy on my all-devouring loneliness I wonder, what time it is in China Where you are right now Keep watching the news, the snow chaos Keep hoping you’re alright The clock on the tower strikes and the traveling sound echoes inside the emptiness that has... Sign in to see full entry.

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Lebenszeichen

Es ist Montag und kein Brief von Dir Kein Lebenszeichen Kein Erbarmen mit meiner alles verschlingenden Einsamkeit Ich frage mich, wie spät es wohl ist in China. Wo Du bist Schaue Nachrichten, Schneechaos Ob es Dir gut geht Die Turmuhr schlägt und ihr Schlag hallt wieder in der Leere die sich... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, January 14, 2008

Here

No doubt, no pain no time, no games no rush, no shame nothing’s the same So soft, so new lovely and true I’m full of you yours through and through No fear, no hurt we’re here, no words don’t run, don’t hide no thoughts, no pride Just touch and see and feel, and be while ‘you’ and ‘me’ melt into ‘we’... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, January 11, 2008

EndOfExpectations

(Return to not-my-life) I went home to get my soul healed But instead I got my heart broken I went home to get my strength back But instead I got my faith stolen I went home to see my love fulfilled But instead I got my dignity hurt I went home to get my head clear But instead I got my conscience... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

To Me

Won’t anyone look at me Won’t anyone see Won’t anything be there except for despair Won’t it once turn out right And not still get worse Well, I just thought it might but it only hurts I hope you will forgive me then for all I did to me The pain I caused the one you love and all those things I fail... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Countless

The moment when you give up fighting the moment all your hopes are dying - again the moment that you decided would never ever happen again and yet it does The moment when you give in to despair give in to your own weakness and accept being a failure - just this once once more The moment when your... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, January 5, 2008

Unplanned

With eyes oh so curious I sat inside my glass house One day I unlocked the window Did I? Well no, that was just some random movement - out of boredom. That would never get the window to open anyways. - What a pity, I thought to myself With lips oh so curious I started to blow Just a little Then from... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, January 3, 2008

Sunbeam

She sat on that bench in front of the stables And let her body seek shelter on the warm wood While turning her face towards the sun And thinking of him He walked through the sunlit forest And even though it was beautiful, he felt empty. He squinted in the sunlight And missed her The sun looked down... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

In My World #3

In my world where the sea will rise and fall where the winds go back and forth and my thoughts go round and round In my world where at nights I’m tossing and the tides are turning and no rest is found In my world where fate keeps looking after me things change incessantly and I keep going where I’ve... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, December 17, 2007

In My World #2

In my world where the shadows always grow faster than the light In my world where people keep loving me and I keep hurting them and hurting myself In my world where people keep hating me and I keep running away and hating myself In my world where the nights are lonely and the days are deadly and my... Sign in to see full entry.

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Short stories, texts and poems about love and loneliness, my fight with weakness and addiction, my crazy life in a bunch of foreign countries, my search for myself and my destiny, my purpose in life, my neverending search for love, getting my heart broken on the way and yet healing and believing. - Kurzgeschichten, Texte und Gedichte über Liebe und Einsamkeit, den endlosen Kampf mit der Sucht und den eigenen Schwächen, mein verrücktes Leben im Ausland, meine Suche nach mir selbst und meiner Bestimmung, meine niemals endende Suche nach Liebe, mein gebrochenes Herz das langsam wieder heilt, und meinen ungebrochenen Glauben an Liebe und Bestimmung

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