Polar opposites

Please do not get me wrong! I don't really want to die. I'm not brave enough. i just want to be happy. Ever since I had bariatric surgery, my meds don't absorb correctly. I am currently on three medications and my moods are still not regulated(if that can ever be such a thing when your bipolar). I... Sign in to see full entry.

Here goes. It started out well enough. I woke up thinking about last nights dream. All I remember was the last couple of minutes now. My high school friend was suddenly slimmer and taller and gorgeous. I remember saying you look amazing what happened, while I'm thinking I hate you. Yeah jealous.... Sign in to see full entry.