Wednesday, February 11, 2004Tonight is pretty Damn WEIRD. Confusing really... I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!Okay, so as many opf you know, Drew and I broke up. It was a mutual break-up... but I am starting to question the way we are going about this. We've decided to not tlak at all or see eachother until Drew figures things out for himself.... but I can see from his msn names (No1 to talk to OR just... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 10:38 PM Comments (2) (link) My fellow bloggers seem to be sleeping...Perhaps I should turn in? I'm not really in the mood to dream about Drew again. Last night I dreamt that I was talking on the computer with Drew... and it turned out it was all a joke! He never wanted to break up. He was just being silly. all was good in the world.... Waking up from a dream like... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 1:25 AM Comments (3) (link) Tuesday, February 10, 2004My poetry seldom makes me cry.... today is an exception.If you want to see the poem.. go HERE. I guess I'm worried about what will happen... My worry is spread out about 50/50. I am half worried that Drew and I are done forever... and The other half of me is worried about him.... I hope that his time alone doesn't turn into time alone, hating himself....... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 9:44 PM Comments (0) (link) Monday, February 9, 2004I'm not asking for sympathy - im not asking for support.... im not evenasking that you read this or care or anything. I'm SCARED to be alone. I don't know why. I just don't know if I can do this on my own. I have to feel like there is someone else with me working for the same goal. And it doesn't make sense because I believe that we are never alone. That we have spirit... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 12:51 AM Comments (4) (link) Saturday, February 7, 2004*sigh family party..................oh goody. I can't wait to sit in a room with my whole family asking... "so, you been staying out of trouble?" "S hows your love life?" "How's school? Oh, I forgot you homeschooled, how is that going?" My answers... no... its fine. its fine. its fine. It makes me wish I could send a little note with... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 9:41 AM Comments (1) (link) Friday, February 6, 2004I MAINTAIN THAT KIMBERLY HAS THE MOST COMFORTABLE TOILET SEAT IN THETRI-STATE AREA. (PA,NY,NJ) If I ever have diahrrea, im coming here. (I am currently at her house.... ) Ok, well I just had to get that out. Loves! PDD Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 12:47 PM Comments (1) (link) I MAINTAIN THAT KIMBERLY HAS THE MOST COMFORTABLE TOILET SEAT IN THETRI-STATE AREA. (PA,NY,NJ) If I ever have diahrrea, im coming here. (I am currently at her house.... ) Ok, well I just had to get that out. Loves! PDD Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 12:47 PM Comments (0) (link) Friday, January 30, 2004Okay. I think I'm about ready to start blogging again......I guess I sort of needed a break... I took a week or two to just have fun with my friends.... but it turns out that having fun isn't really all its cracked up to be. Like... the part where I have to start working my ass off to make up for all of the responsibility i was shirking. This may seem... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 10:15 PM Comments (2) (link) Thursday, January 22, 2004I have exactly one hour to get ready -- AND I'M STILL IN MY BATHROBE!!!!!!!Why oh why am I blogging???? Cuz I'm excited, thats why!!! I'm going to see Drew today at HIS HOUSE!!! WOOHOO!!! My dad said i could go to belvidere... and technically... drews house is IN belvidere *WINK* WINK* No hanky panky tho... Kim will be there.... *sigh OH WELL!!! LUV YAS!! Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 11:18 AM Comments (1) (link) Wednesday, January 21, 2004Can you say "bad mood"? How about... "REALLY BAD F*CKIN MOOD" ??????????I am in one of those moods. One of those moods where you would sooner pick up the food on the table and THROW it at your mother than to wrap it up and stick it in thr fridge. Instead, I just bitched. I hardly ate anything... and I had to wrap ALL of the food. Me. There were two other children... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 4:14 PM Comments (1) (link) |
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