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I don't want to move on It's so hard to let go To hold on to the faith Faith there'll be more if I do My motives seem pure As I selfishly reach To hold on to the things I have no right to keep My heart longs for love My mind on rewind So generous and giving But to my own self unkind No grasp on my... Sign in to see full entry.

Survival my sex and my candy Destruction the life of the happy Pray to the finger that fucks me And the me that is all that is crazy Rape is the path of the weakest Seduction the tool of the strong And the hurt are those who are weakest Surprised at all that is wrong I’ll take from you while you are... Sign in to see full entry.

My time is here I see that it’s now My chance to evolve Is here at my door A glance to my past A wink to the love With knowledge now That it was never enough Because I’m feeling strong Facing wrong Moving on Finally getting along Through the long, hard days My devious ways And the hell-games I play... Sign in to see full entry.

LAST SLIP I panicked in fear And panicked that I Would never come near The good things in life I panicked and popped And down, down I went Room spinning round A new voice in my head A torrent of dreams I could not make free Lost from a world I didn’t know would miss me Just one slip and I fall Just... Sign in to see full entry.

A lover sitting just out of reach The life that I want, so easy to see The choices I make, just a passing of time The others I date see only my mind Oh, where do we go and what do we look for Back to the past or on to the future Is there ever any way to make them one and the same? Bring love from... Sign in to see full entry.

Have you ever had a friend who had all of the most fun plans? Had all of the greatest ideas? Seemed to dream all of the same kind of dreams? Someone who, in the end, was never going to play those dreams out? Never live their awesome dreams? Do nothing with their potential... Do you ever cry for what... Sign in to see full entry.

Always rushing to make a point And in haste, your message is lost Blurred pen to page,; Lost word to ears No one sees brilliance in rapidly fired static Results are no better for having been rushed People will ask as they wonder There is no need to fill them in Your progress is yours to ponder Show... Sign in to see full entry.

You should care but you don't You would care but you won't You live in your lies A bit more of you dies With every false wanting You're striving for nothing I love you baby, always will Always had a look that could kill Always made me melt inside Yet always, always for you I cried But in past months... Sign in to see full entry.

Gut me. Examine my entrails for truth. Find that every last nerve has been abused And that every last cell has been infected With the bullshit and lies I've ingested A whore to be used and abandoned Push me over and take me for granted A lamb for the offering of mere mortals Not fit for a good life,... Sign in to see full entry.

When I think of love, I think of Jed with his arms around me Only as I cry Telling me the things that I should hear When I think of love, I think of Jon after hot, steamy sex Teasing and kissing the nape of his neck Joking and laughing until he goes home to his bed When I think of love, I think of... Sign in to see full entry.