Journal Entry 4
I don't think it is possible for me not to surprise Em sometimes...I am imperfect and my stuff comes up. Perhaps, the best I can hope for is she might agree to stretch a little to give me time to reign in my wounded-ness and my ego. But, how... given the extreme pain, almost panic she creates. I have tried giving her space... but my experience is that the walls grow thicker at least for a time. What to do.... how to break the cycle in a healing way? That IS the question and I need and want an... Sign in to see full entry.