Thursday, October 16, 2008
Dad I now see why you did it.... Why you decided to leave life and check out, It’s tough to deal with a custody bout, Ya Dad, 34 years later I find myself on the same route, History repeats itself again, I'm bound and determined to keep it from happening to them, I’ve got to break the cycle of evil... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Changes
I miss you. The man I used to know. You’re not the same… I’m so sorry. I wish I knew what man you speak of. I’ve never known what man you liked. I’ve never felt like I was enough for you. I’ve never felt like your heart was content with me. I’ve always felt like you needed more from me, quite often.... Sign in to see full entry.
THAT NIGHT
That Night I'm Sorry that night went the way it did, But I'm not sorry for what I did, All I wanted to do is keep you safe and sound, I think you seen it as me controlling and holding you down, It was out of fear, I held you near, With a tear, Running down my face, As you wanted to race, Up the... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
HEALING
I had to lose everything…. Before I could see, That it was me, Who was just as sick as she, Always putting blame on her and not me…. Until one day she said she was done, Because it wasn’t fun, To be with me anymore, That night God slammed me to the floor, Three seizures back to back, Was what I... Sign in to see full entry.