Diary of an Ending

Monday, July 27, 2009

Day???????

Well I am still on the sam track that I was last time that I posted. It looks like the marriage is really over though I will admit that old habits are hard to break. Even though we are disfunctional I was very used to being around him all the time. It was hard at first to go through the day without... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Day 11

So much has happened that I am not sure were to start. I have been holding everything togeather better than I thought that I would. It has been about a week now since my husband left. We are all adjusting to our new situation. Its funny how you can spend so long with someone and never see there true... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Day 10

Today was a though one. Last night my husband drank himself into a stuper and we ended up in a very big fight that ended with him leaving for the night. Today after work he came back for more stuff and thats when I let it all out. I finally told him it was over that I was done and I didn't want him... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Day 9

Today I go to see the lawyer. I confess that I am nervous about going, not sure what to expect. I haven't been on in a few days so much going on. I have writen about my husbands "change" and how good he had been doing. I also wrote that I did not believe him, and I was right not to. Just when I... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Day 8 "A forgotten poem"

When darkness comes I hear your call I feel it with my body Before the sound is heard Under the stars Beneath the tress I loose myself In the sounds of the night The touch of your hand A heartbeat away A breathless wisper makes me sway I hold on tight and close my eyes A truthful pleasure like I... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Day 7 "A Dear John Letter"

If you are reading this letter then I have come to the point to were I have enough.If you want honesty then I will give you that. This letter is as honest as they come. So young were we when we first met but there where bumps early on that should have warned us of the inevitable crash that would... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Day 6

Just when I think I am strong I feel weak. My mind has drifted often of late to the past years I have spent with my husband. We spent some time togeather as a family because of the holiday. We felt that we should for the kids and the extended family. I can feel us drifting more and more apart.... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Day 5

Today I have been thinking alot about Karma and what it means. I guess that it could mean that you get what you give. But I also think that karma is alot like Fate. I believe that everything happens for a reason, good or bad. I believe that all people have a purpose in life. Some people realize... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Day 4

Today I am feeling restless, like a caged bird that longs to use its wings. Some freinds have invited me to go out with them tonight and I think that I might. I need to get away and for just a moment forget about everything that is going on. I am actually excited about going. For so long I have done... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Day 3

I am starting to feel a little better about everything that is going on. I made an appointment to see a lawyer since I really don't know what to do or what my rights are.Its not for a couple of weeks but it gives me more time to think and be sure of what I am feeling. After fifteen years I can give... Sign in to see full entry.

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