Sunrise to Sunset

It is strange to me how I can feel other peoples emotions. I know it sounds weird to others. I can physically feel it though. I spent the last two days knowing that my life was going pretty good. Instead of feeling happy about it I had serious back pain, and a horrible temperment. I was physically... Sign in to see full entry.

Or almost vanished. That emotional high of knowing someone new. It's there but I have to keep pushing it aside so that it doesn't overwhelm me. I have to push it aside because some days he doesn't feel like he can be mine. Other days it's such a huge feeling because I truly feel that he is mine. I... Sign in to see full entry.

I asked him the other day to tell me something strange. I wanted to know how strange he really is. I like strange because it comforts me. He wasn't sure what to tell me. He asked me to tell him something strange first. I told him I was strange for all of the thoughts in my head. The things that I... Sign in to see full entry.

In my head. I saw him last night and I talked to him about it. I told him that he had to understand when I told him not to be there. I told him that he had to agree to leave. He said he would. I appreciated it. I came home and fell asleep. I woke up at one point when the alarm was going off in the... Sign in to see full entry.

Please tell me why he is allowed in my head. I don't think it's fair that he can be in my head and yet I cannot be in his head. I thought it was amazing that he could tell how I felt. I enjoyed that he could repeat what I only thought. It was going so well. Then he found my fears. I thought they... Sign in to see full entry.