I said goodbye...
...to someone who has been an influence, or at least an effect in my life for just over 2 years. There have always been issues, always rolling the dice whether to drop or play on. I kept faith as long as I could, believed in good faith, honest intent, essential integrity of this person who persuaded me to trust and care, to open up, to risk where I have been most shy, most protected. I held on far longer than anyone else would have, making excuses, allowances... I was determined not to abandon... Sign in to see full entry.