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The life you live: the decisions you make: the way you go about your business - it is a witness and a way - your own. To take pride in yourself: to be clean and smart: to love and be loved - the things you hate: your opinions: the things you hold dear - the books you read: the music you like. Your... Sign in to see full entry.

12 midnight. Been drinking – the days have had this breakneck speed. It’s crazy really: days of booze and women … I feel like a fool. In all the world’s intrigue and ways, you have your way and your experience. A small piece of a whole that shakes and moves – a man or a woman in the mix … I have... Sign in to see full entry.

I go on cam sites and talk to young women. This is a direct consequence of not watching television or having a relationship. I’ve done this for around 6 years. We hear stories about the sex trade – that it causes misery. I’ve found these places joyous and real: the place where what is happening is... Sign in to see full entry.

My generation and older generations still remember those old guys: the guys who fought in wars. Tough and austere: they commanded respect. They’re mostly gone now and the successive generations haven’t carried through their high standards. But we still remember them. Those old days of summers: those... Sign in to see full entry.

well, it's been around 25 years - I've pushed the quest into myself and ideas to the limit... using booze and illusion and instinct and the sub-conscious, I've journeyed into my soul and the edge of myself. men will explore and I wanted to explore me - it's been fascinating. when i first became a... Sign in to see full entry.

From what I can work out the earth has been slumbering, sleeping for thirty years. During that time the enemy of man has been busy - Christians fought against him and won a hobbled victory. The earth is now awake. The end is not now - but the enemy, like a petulant child, tried bring about a change... Sign in to see full entry.

Lunch with my sister and mother.. then on to the Cathedral, alone. I love that place. Liverpool Anglican Cathedral is one of the largest Cathedrals on the planet - elagant, traditional, etheral: it is one of my favourite places. (Why are the Cathedral and the Gallery on either side of town? I have... Sign in to see full entry.

People, people everywhere – the whole scene slewing with people. People to watch a sports game: people to shop: people to see things. This is a slight age. When I think back to the way things were, it is a different world now. People smiling, people talking on phones – people, people, people … I... Sign in to see full entry.

In certain ways the past 20 years have been horrendous. I've been in some fixes during this time. When I look back I look with fondness; but on paper my life has swung from dour to downright nightmarish. What I realise is that it has been an adventure and a challenge. What I further realise is that... Sign in to see full entry.

so many things are out there - so many differing opinions, but only one opinion counts: the opinion of love. so many things come to you and take you away, but love makes everything special and real. love is the way, the only way. x Sign in to see full entry.