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Monday, July 16, 2007

Criminal

I once had a so called friend. She smiled at me and at first I thought she was sweet. The longer we were together the more she seemed to want to compete. I would forget what she would say because she would bore me to death with her drivel. As time past she would speak and I would space but tried to... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Maddness

There is maddness all aroundus. Most of us never speak it and I am tired of holding my tongue. People in this world today are nuts. You can't say this and you can't say that. FUCK YOU!!! You can't say stop the war in Iraq because the barbarians will bring it here. You can't say go to your room to a... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Friday the 13th

I am not a superstitious person. Over the years I have seen and read and hear about how things go nuts on days like today. I knew a kid in school who broke his arm skating at an allnighter on friday the 13th. I have always felt lucky on these fridays-just because they are like any other day. I don't... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

OH.. NO You Didn't

Things have been real busy over the past few days. One thing I noticed on a news station was a clip from Itube of a two year old girl who was given Exstacy. WHAT THE HELL where these people thinking. Come on if you want to drug yourself up so be it that is your choice but to give an innocent little... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Nightmare

It is dark out and I am running. My feet move but I get nowhere. I can see him standing at the door to the house. "I want my daughter!" he yells. I think of all the time I've spent raising our daughter and how I have protected her. I will never let him get his hands on her. I hide so he can't see.... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, July 7, 2007

Being a woman sucks today

Today is a day of pain and sitting in my jammies. Bloated and bloody and take a deep breath before you kill somebody. Being a woman is tough. I double over in pain from the lower half of my gut. A womb that gave me two children and gives me pain every month. Last month the mood was so angry I... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, July 6, 2007

Brittany (My Sweet Daughter)

Alien she seems to me though once a part of me soft sweet scented child with manner so mild Protect you I will as tears do spill Seperation from you has left me askew for connection's not instant but instinct persistant with time love will grow sweet child will know you are my savior my angel my... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Friendly Flurtation(Journal)

He looked at me with loving or adoreing eyes. The softest, chocolate brown eyes a girl could fall into. We play alot with words. We are very open about everything. He told me how he felt when he was getting married and how he felt when he got divorced. He has been there for me through all my in's... Sign in to see full entry.

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