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Sunday, August 5, 2007

Well after a month

Non-affactionate decides he wants to get some. Guess what-I don't care if I have to masterbated until I am blue in the face I am done. I know I can go at least 6 months with out it. Maybe that will brake him from me. He thinks that I should give up at his beck and call well FUCK HIM. I ain't doing... Sign in to see full entry.

So they are gone for now

My children are gone for a week. I get to spend the next 6 days with you all. Non-emotional/nonaffectionate and I don't have much to say when they are around we will have less to say when they are not. He has decided not to pay the house payment. He will now let it go. He's planning on 6 months... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, August 2, 2007

I wake in the middle of the night

Blogit it has a hold on me. I am waking from fitful sleep to write in my blogs. I have to be awake in one hour My time and here I am. Dreaming up what I could be writing next. With some of you I can't compete but I still try. It seems the only time my mind works is when I am on the waking edges of... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

During a little one on one

with nonemotional-We get a phone call. A bridge on 35W in Minniapolis over the mississippi River collapses. To say the least I was stopped short. Already in tears this event just shell shocked me. This bridge has been in place since the 60's. I have to take this bridge to the University of Minnesota... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, July 30, 2007

What will we do in 14 yrs

When I was out to dinner with non-emotional and non-affectionate-non-commital- we were talking about how warm the restaraunt was. I asked him what we were going to do when the kids are all grown up and I want to go south and he wants to go North. He says split up. Now I have a quiet understanding... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

What is he thinking?

I went out to eat with non-emotional-non-affectionate on Friday. Great! He never takes me out so this is a bonus right? If you know my dark side you know that sex has some importance to me. Not that I want to rant but there is something wrong with this man. What man takes a woman out to dinner for... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

There seems to be a big question about morals around here. Is there ramifications for the imoral. Will I be blessed for being the moral pillar? Philosophy to religion. Does it all come together to draw guidelines for being a better human being? I think that that is the case. I believe in God because... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Rant

So much has happened in the last few days that I guess I can only start at Sat. I went to Valley Fair (an amusement park like 6 flags in MN) with my family. My family and my brothers family. One important lesson if you are less than 48 inches tall it is a waste of money. We took my 4 yr old and she... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, July 20, 2007

Moving

I was informed today that my significant other wants to move. He pays for the house we live in and I take care of the kids, the food, and my own bills. Great for me as long as things don't change. My daughter is established in school. I am a leader with the girl scouts for my daughters troop and I... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Leaving me wanting more

I love the guy that I am with but I am left wanting more. He is not an affectionate man. He isn't much of a sexual being either. He is a lone ranger kind of guy. We see things totally from the opposite of the spectrum. I am open and giving he is a closed door and gives very little. I want to walk... Sign in to see full entry.

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