Thursday, October 1, 2009
Richard crossed over on Wed at 3:16 am. It was a very peaceful transition. Earlier in the evening I did a Chakra Spread and a meditation to allow his soul to be released more peacefully and it was. Thank all of you for your love and support during our journey. He has told me so many times this past... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, September 28, 2009
The Struggle to Let Go and Transcend Continues
Richard continues to struggle with leaving his body. He is semi-conscious and doesn't respond to anyone today. I'm keeping his comfortable with the medications the Dr. sent Friday. He can tell me he loves me when I tell him. His speech is garbbled for all but making out he told me he loves me. His... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
The Journey is Almost Over
Richard has kept his timetable and is dying today on his birthday. He told he saw the Light and he was ready to go and told me goodbye. His fingers are blue and his respirations shallow and his temp is now 104. All of our family has been here and we celebrated his birthday. He is in and out of... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Accepting Death Without Fear
The greatest of Richard's fears has been his fear of death and going to hell. After years of discussion and reading about heaven and a loving God, Richard has finally accepted that he is going to heaven. This is a major step from religion to spirituality. Last week he told me that he saw his Pop and... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Last Sunday Richard ran a temperature of 104 axillary which is 106 core temp. He was unresponsive for several hours until his temperature finally started to come down. I did not think he would make it through the night. He had started at 6am with rapid respirations and an increased heart rate and... Sign in to see full entry.