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reJeCtion i hate the way you're feeling iNsIde my heart yOu hurt so deep even though i know how muCh i deserve yOu yOu make my EyEs bleed every tiMe yOu're slapping my heart i'd like to hate the one yOu're using but a sort of addiCtion grOws within my miND i know how mean i can be i only take yOu as... Sign in to see full entry.

raising lOss i don't want to go baCk hoMe there is this sMell of strawberry juiCe i don't want to see anyone i can't stand being lOcked up i'd like to talk to soMeOne if only i could be free i fear so much i would like to start all over again if only i could forget everything if every past could... Sign in to see full entry.

the gHeTTo of hate there is this repetitive voice it is so hot in here i've been sweating the whole way usurpation of self a lost echo deep in the night colours won't Matter anyway cooling down as the sun gets higher in the sky but still all those people crawling it all looX so eMpty this taste in... Sign in to see full entry.

fOoling the wiNd sOft tOuCh of a decEaseD desIre nO fIre buRning the guts no suNlight frEeZing the mInd dArk kIsses grOwing in my beLly iT caNnOt fEel anymOre i leArnt hOw to crY i waNted more i just waNted i could not sEe & now i'M feEling how is iT to be yOu to be me wIthOut yOu... i might have... Sign in to see full entry.

my fRoZen wOrld sEe wHat i'M doing i've gOt hOles under my EyEs i'M so tIred i don't seeM to find any rest. my fingers are cOld i'M feEling frOzen deEp witHin my bOnes & i can't lEt anytHing go. a warM soMeOne some cOzy feelings tHere are flIes all arOund my EyEs. the wInd iNsIde my heArt bliZzaRd... Sign in to see full entry.

fuN wIth knIves iT's dEep sTill strOng mayBe tOo cOld sHe hEars the knIves sEeing dIrty blOod cOverIng the strIpe thIs man so hEavy & stInkiNg cOming clOser the sOund of knIves tOucHing eaChother this blOod the mAn cOverEd with bloOd lyIng in the snOw her haNds agaInst her belly sHe dOesn't waNt to... Sign in to see full entry.

Part IV the flaYed aLive hOld me nOw iT is so cOld they tOrn my sKin apaRt a flaYed aLive bare fLesh blOOd flOoding the grOund i can't help it iT's drOpping faSter every seCond nOw that i feel yOur flesH against mine calM hOld me tighter could we resHape a sKin wIth the iLl treatMent of our pasT... Sign in to see full entry.

fire devOurs fire walK with Me at a tiMe when light & inK Melt there are those sparKles within water through your Veins tWo & thrEE & heLL they wOuld aLL recOver again the Cube could be the air why are there sOme peOple they always cOme baCk & see Midst in the fOrrest that cOuld have been you... Sign in to see full entry.

gOdd## the shadow around my heart leads me to decay i cannot want that one anymore the lost expectation made me loose the thread i don’t want to need anymore i couldn’t crave anyway the skies are not as grey yet as the depth of my fEElings those i’ve sustained …forever… the wind only blows away all... Sign in to see full entry.

aNother cOld daRk nIght wHere is the nEed to nEed oNly cOld blOod that of the bLue fIsh they maDe me eAt by ignOranCe beCause of truSt sOmetiMes i would give my hEart blIndly just beCause i'M so cOld oNly to have arMs to hOld me tIght thEn i fOrget whO are they? wHat do they desErve... iT's nIght... Sign in to see full entry.