Monday, November 23, 2009
was getting I have a secret. Twelve years ago I found myself in my laundry room. It daylight and I was trembling in a corner hiding beside my dryer. I had a couple of hours left until another day would begin. I had just lost my sister in a car accident, and now I have her children, my other sister...
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Monday, November 2, 2009 I lost my first sister/ from my diary MY sister called me early in the morning on the 6Th of July. She was very upset, She had just had a horrible dream that there was a tornado and it was just surrounding moms house. she said don't go anywhere, or do anything. something bad...
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after longing for a baby for years, and thinking I could not have one. I had my first child a 8lbs, 8 oz. girl I was thrilled. That was the best day of my life. I had a reason to live, a reason to grow up. I would have been a drunk had it not been for her. I was so depressed, I worked in a bar and...
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My son with Down Syndrome's tragidy With the life I was given. I believe in my heart that God gave me this gift of love to help me Indore what was to come. Though I knew nothing of Downs when he was born. I had never heard of Down syndrome.all I knew was everyone was trying to get me to give him up....
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depressed in the closit depressed in the closit I have a secret. Twelve years ago I found myself in my laundry room. It was getting daylight and I was trembling in a corner hiding beside my dryer. I had a couple of hours left until another day would begin. I had just lost my sister in a car...
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Saturday, November 21, 2009
One more death, two more on the way
I am Pissed! Why not line us up and shoot us? Ray Fernatt 11/2009 uncle Charles Mcgill 3/2007-step brother alma grant 4/2007-mother-in-law Roy Fernatt 7/2007-uncle Carol Fernatt 8/2007-aunt Wendy Goodwin 12/2007 sister Murle Goodwin 3/2008 father Next - Deanna Ferrell- sister willy Jarred-step dad
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Depressed caretaker. in the closit!
depressed in the closit I have a secret. Twelve years ago I found myself in my laundry room. It was getting daylight and I was trembling in a corner hiding beside my dryer. I had a couple of hours left until another day would begin. I had just lost my sister in a car accident, and now I have her...
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
Message from above
My sister & I had said that when one of us passed away we would let the other one know if we were with our sister Lois who passed away in 83. we would do that by the graveside by changing the weather. Yesterday was a gray rainy day, as the Preacher said the last prayer a ray of sunlight shot through...
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Monday, November 9, 2009
My road to college
I am finally going to college. WVSC. I am scared to death. It has took me years to get here. I started working in the club when I got out of grade school and that was all the education I had. 6Th grade. I remember going into my daughters room one day. She had sunk into this lonely world of her own....
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
My sister's and I
Darkness was setting in, as my sisters and I were lost in the woods. We had playing in the creek and crawling through the tunnels. we decided to walk up the hill. The hills of WV are easy to get lost in. We had been lost for hours. my two baby sisters were starting to cry. the limbs of the trees...
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