Saturday, August 23, 2008
What a difference a day makes...
Most the time before doing it is better to find out the full story. My ex called me...... I cant actually believe i was ever contemplating it! He is a wimp, a lost boy bordering on loser. Who has soooooooooooo much to learn its actually painful to watch. My life at the moment isn't made up from...
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Friday, August 22, 2008
LETS IMAGINE YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM
Smooth Tasty Rich Creamy Cooling Completely satisfying One scoop just isn't enough! Do you want a cone?...No way that spoils the taste and adds a crunch. I want it to slide gracefully down my throat. Give me a bowl! I lower my head to the dish, smelling it sweet flavours. The tip of my nose rests in...
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The cheetah
I don't believe in cheating. I would hate to be cheated on so therefore would hate to aid someone on cheating on someone else. BUT should i really care? It's not my problem right? I'm not the one cheating. i'm the innocent party. I'm free and single. I have no commitments. BUT my judgement tells me...
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Thursday, July 31, 2008
Never say Never
An empty cyclinder, drained, pushed, tugged and pulled. Stretched out of shape. Re-designed, adapted. Tired, heavy eye lids. Protected by a shell. No cracks. Surrounded by walls, built up by protective illusions. Who's underneath the shell and is there room? Stretched to protect, adapted to ensure...
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Common Courtsey
When i contact you i expect to be contacted back. if you dont do this then i will lose respect for you, very quickly because you obviously dont regard me that highly. When you say you will contact me i expect for you to do as you say 'to be a man of your word'. If your not a man of your word then i...
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Tick Tick Tick Tick Ticking lay a little Tick for me...
I enter the room...At first i hear nothing but i know i'm surrounded BUT the room still feels empty. How can something be empty but full? My eyes adjust to the darkness and i begin to see the rows of people all the same but yet different. All empty. I walk the rows searching for a glimmer of hope....
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
Role Reversal
I'm 23 my mum was an alcoholic and i have seen her in every state imaginable. i have lost complete respect for her and i dont believe that once you become a parent you should behave in the way she has, no matter what the circumstances. Yes, she is a human being and people make mistakes BUT chlidren...
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Saturday, July 26, 2008
Losing Myself
sometimes when i'm with you i lose myself. i know myself but i lose myself at the same time as knowing who i am. When i'm lost i'm not scared. it's yummy like the first bite of a jam doughnut when all the red raw sticky sweet jam oozes out onto your patient tongue. i like it. its not cold jam...
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Funeral Speech
I don't mind reading at your dad's funeral if you want me to...Famous last words As perusal i spoke before thought. Me thinking i can handle anything how hard can it be to speak at someone's funeral To speak in front of loads of tearful people What thoughts can be evoked i wanted to make it light...
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
My relationship with men...
i've been single for about 9mths now before that i was dating an idiot before that i was single for 4yrs after dating another idiot and getting totally put OFF men. Now i'm in the dating zone, i have plenty of options but not enough answers. I'm comfortable in my skin i'm no model but i respect...
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