Monday, December 8, 2008
one moment big reaction
So your walking along the road. No no your skipping along the road. You've got your skip down to a tea, then suddenly a huge brick comes out of no where and smacks you straight in the head. Stars flash in and out of your mind...you lose your balance, regain it again, then lose it again. This lose is...
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
A dear from the heart
I don’t want to not like you but I’ve lost the pattern to like you. I’ve forgotten how to like you. What it feels like to like you. How I should be with you. I’ve lost that function. I’m a machine. Numb. Empty. Should it not come naturally to me? I don’t want to have to work at this. I know this...
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
You see it how you want to see it
if i'm in a good mood and you say " lets go for a run," i'm up for it. if i'm in a bad mood, then i might just think why the hell are you asking me that cant you see i'm busy?! It all depends on my mood to how i see things. My ex has contacted me again when i was in love with him and he contacted me...
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
What brain pattern are you?
I'm thinking my head is tick tick tick ticking over. My brain pattern, my map, the routes i decided to think through are already laid out for me. I cant make you think in that way. Your wall is already up, your blank. You don't even know that other way exists. It not a t junction or no entry its not...
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Saturday, November 8, 2008
Whats really behind that cover?
I consider myself to be a nice human being BUT i still judge. I try not to. i try not to think before i get to know BUT most the time my mind over takes my niceness. my mind has a mind of its own. it continues to look, to dissect, to analyse before i've even said HI sometimes. If i dissect, analyse,...
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
what a difference a week makes
.......My friends husband is deputy head at this school and they were looking for a drama teacher. i studied drama at college and uni and currently work in a skl which is not stretching me enough.... monday- i apply tuesday-they want to see me tues/wed/thurs-i prepare a lesson and worry myself sick...
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Monday, October 13, 2008
THE OTHER
i remember being in the playground and the school bully coming up to me..." did you say this about me?..." I pause..."er no" exits my mouth swiftly and in my head i'm thinking...it doesn't really matter if i did or didn't you still think i did because YOU have already made your mind up! Actually...
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
Advice
If you ask for my opinion then i will give you my opinion. Just the same as when i ask for your opinion i expect you to give me your opinion. i don't want a half opinion or a softer view point. i want the truth and the whole truth at that. Ok, sometimes this means the truth may hurt but at least it...
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
i like you but dont push me away
I think about a lot of things. I work hard and play hard. What i don't need is a complicated friend because that isn't what the term 'friend' means to me. I don't want to put effort into my friendships...my friendships are effortless. I don't moan about a friend because frankly i picked...
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Sunday, October 5, 2008
Mind reading is a unique skill...
If you think what i'm thinking then you will never know. So ask me what i'm thinking and it will all be on show..............
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