Talking with God

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Saturday, February 28, 2009

Peace & Comfort

As night succumbs the day, so does my slumber about to take. For all the things that tomorrow holds, Lord only you know. I pray that you walk with me, keeping me faithfully on your path and not let me interfere with your plans. Lord still my mouth from speaking when I'm about to make matters worse,... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Standing still

God the words are there. no maybe not the words, the emotions are there. This can't get better if he refuses to speak. I'm standing here, arms raised high. God there is nothing more that I can do. It is in your hands. A gentle reminder that things can be buried but if not dealt with they will always... Sign in to see full entry.

You're in every moment

God in a moment all can change, this I know. I also know that in the rain there is sun behind the clouds, and clouds behind the sun. For every moment is a gift from you. The good and the not so good. So in every moment I need to look to you, to thank you, to come before you and lay myself down once... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Sweet Slumber

God may the thoughts of the day melt away to a peaceful, sweet serenity of sleep. Guide my dreams, guide my life, and use me. I don't pretend to know what's going on but I will try my very hardest to keep a positive spirit. Lord I may cry, know I probably will cry because I don't know what else to... Sign in to see full entry.

Thanks in the darkness

I just want to thank you. For the song that came out of no where that has been playing on repeat ever since. No I won't give up, I can't give up, but it just feels so hopeless at times. And no I still don't see, I still don't understand any of this. I still feel that weight pressing down on me, but... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Loosing the battle

Can I just yell it out at the top of my lungs that I love him and I don't know why. I don't want to think about him. I don't want to need him. I don't want to care about it him. And most of all I don't want to be linked so tightly to him that when we are apart I feel like a part of me is missing.... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

You know

God it's me again. Not to say you don't like hearing from me but if I were you I would get tired of hearing the same things over again. Which is why I'm not you. That and that fact that I would smite some people and fix others things the way I see fit, from my perspective alone, not from a holy one.... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Loves lost belief

This shouldn't be on my mind. I shouldn't want to know what was meant by that text. I turned the radio on and caught the end of a song. According to the time stamp I caught the right song! But God if this is so, it speaks volumes for our relationship, for what he wanted to say but couldn't yet. The... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Laugh if you will

Ha, ha ha... Laugh at me all you want. I feel like that's all you ever do to me. I married him. I begged you to stop me but NO here I am. I'm trapped in what I can only describe as a level of hell on earth. And yes I know it doesn't compare to the horrible bitterness that hell actually is but this... Sign in to see full entry.

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