Friday, November 13, 2009
Happy Birthday Nida
You shall live in our hearts as long as we live. Each year your birthday reminds me of the years passing by. But the love grows each year, for you are my darling child. Happy Birthday dear!
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Testing memory
Let me just jot down the timelines and the incidents like the index page of any book. With days, months, years passing by I guess my memory is dwindling. Let me go back of all I have written and jot down first. First Looks - Same yet different and i ask myself this till date as why would a memory of a stranger still be so clearly visible in my head after so many years. So the entered from the door, a brief pause at the foot of the room and then moved up the stairs and there fades my memory The...
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
My Superman
I was watching a movie in which the guy jumps on to his girlfriend who looses her consiousness just before she is about to bungee jump. He flies for a second in air before he hangs on to her. Love I was riding a bike for the first time on highway and I had my special one right beside me, driving his bike. It was a long drive and while getting back I skid and fell from my bike. But as I fell I could see him jumping off his moving bike and landing just past me. Another leap to where I was and...
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Monday, November 2, 2009
My Birthday
I was thinking if i have thinked about you today, I was suprised to find that I didnt. It lasted for seconds for I did think of you this morning, when i was thinking which was my happiest birthday ever. I was happy right from the start till the very end. At 12 sharp, I recieved a message from a loved one and the next day I was jumping with joy for recieving the message after a year. But the happiness was short lived, the happiness lasted as from the end of my eye I could see you smirk at the...
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Sunday, November 1, 2009
Po Ra Po
I guess there is a little bad in everyone. And these days there is enough bad going around. Some seemed to have gotten in me too. I thought of taking a revenge for the very first time. Of sending a invite after I have long left. May be it would heighten the desire to meet again, someday some place. But with love.
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
In Death we meet
I am not sure about it anymore. For I am not sure if I can take in the pain. We meet before it or after it. Preferable before, it would be a peaceful one then.
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
Blue Eyes, Dimple in Cheek and the brown haired girl
Yes I remember her. This is the stuff all youngsters talk about, how they want their special ones to be? While passing one of many days in the deserted building, each was talking as how their specials one were to be. I was however anxious to hear only one persons views. And so the choice was the one with blue eyes, brown hair and dimple in the cheek. But before we could forget, enters the perfect girl with here eyes so blue and the smile with dimple. One day while having out lunch we spotted...
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The Tapping Game
This was a game which i dont remeber how and when it started but we did play a lot. One day among the many days we spent on the roof, my special one tapped feet over mine. I ran to tap back. and after a lot fo running, laughing screaming I would tap back and it was one fun cycle. We would play it a lot. Sometimes in mid of shopping in malls. With friends, then you have many feet to tap. But it was fun with only my special one the most. One evening while playing on the roof of the deserted...
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
After that emotional breakdown let me continue from where i left
MY Desk My desk was on the left side on the floor and in the right corner. We spent a lot of time there, especially after I got my new mobile. It was the latest for that time and the heart throb of many. So for obvious reasons, it was always busy. I had my first video taken by my special one. I was not aware of it but I still have the video. It doesn't have both of us though. Thinking about it, I wonder if there is any video with both of us in it. Anyways, the spark in our eyes tells who has...
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
I want to write
I want to write, I don’t want to stop. I want to write till my fingers hurt, till you come to stop me. But do you read me, do you remember me. When I read my blogs, I have realized the same things go over and over in my head. You You You, What do I do. Tell me. I don’t want to stay anymore. I am tired of life, life without you. Strangely, I don’t feel I thing when I see your picture, it’s like a dream I had and I so desperately want to be in that dream again. But I can’t happen. For life is not...
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The last night
I started off writing the last night we spend together but I wish to write the things I want to do with you. For the ones who are reading and wondering, this is my story: We met and were two opposites in this world, totally different in all aspects, physically, socially, mentally and anyway possible. Yet we were destined to meet and like the forever attached poles of a magnet we became one. I spent the happiest days of my life. The sweet dreams of the little girl in me came true. He was and is...
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Friday, November 14, 2008
My Desk
My desk was on the left side on the floor and in the right corner. We spent a lot of time there, especially after I got my new mobile. It was the lastest for that time and the heart throb of many. So for obvious reasons, it was always busy. I had my first video taken by my special one. I was not aware of it but I still have the video. It doesn't have both of us though. Thinking about it, I wonder if there is any video with both of us in it. Anyways, the spark in our eyes tell who has taken the...
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
And for that Niravana I live.
When we meet... The world will have to come to a still, the moment would last for a life time. All this wait will seem nothing for the moment our eyes meet. It will be as if nothing has ever changed. Before we even start to see how the years has changed us, our eyes would stop seeing and the vision would be from heart. For the heart would be filled with moist. The butterflies, yes they would be there too.... surrounding us all around and in us. We would be in nirvana. The one your dreamed, the...
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
In the air and In your arms
This is not in sequencial order but today I had flashes of these memories and so here they go. I was in air dancing and he held me high above the ground in his strong arms. I dont remeber the first time, but the time which I remember distinctly was in the room where we met first. It was well past an year that we met. It was bright and sunny, I went to meet him after many days as I had been on a vacation. The events that occured during the vacation was the start of the dark era. I ran to meet him...
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Friday, October 24, 2008
The Deserted Corner Room
The roof top is done and so is the canteen. There are few more places where the best days of our lives had been spent. The 6th floor was one amon them. It was not a big place but each nook and corner has a story to tell and here they go. Though this is not in the immediate timeline, I liked this room. But then, we sat at the other end. It had a window where the pigeons visited. We sat there sometimes talking or playing or even reading. It was a memorable for it was the first time a person had...
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Monday, October 20, 2008
Solace finally
The building was something like I had never seen before. Yet it was to become a special one, for you were in it. It was like a huge gateway with many apartments and it had a big hall where there was a mall of restaurant type of thing in the ground floor and people could see in from the pathways on the tops above. And from the balcony of my apartment, I could see a ground so big and a road at the side of the ground. A small wall where many humpty dumpy’s sat, talking away happily. There were you...
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Roof top
We were given the deserted top floor and just above it was the roof. the canteen occupied most of it. Yet there was place for us to roam about and yes playing our favourite game, which was invented by us at this place for the first time ever. We would go to the roof top in the evenings. Sometimes we would see the sunset quietly. The depression my special on e was suffering from seemed to set with the sun more and more each day. And it was good that way. And yes, we used to watch planes come and...
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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Canteen
This was one of the places where we loved to spend time. We used to sit in bg group and chatted happily as we ate our lunch. We used to share our food and each ones food was distictivily different. Yet we used to enjoy it. I had so many photos, the blue overcoat and the smiles and the expressions. I still have the photos fresh in my mind. Evenings were fun too, the fruit juices and the endless discussions there. Evenings turned into nights and we would sit and talk and talk and talk. Sometimes...
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Sunday, October 5, 2008
Free Birds
We were free birds and were given a nest of our own. Its was like leaving kids alone in a candy store. Its was fun though we didnt have anything to do. Little did I know that it was going to be one of the best days of my life. We were placed on the deserted top floor of a building in heart of the city. Since there are so many memories attached to the building itself has become a memorable one in my like. I call it the money building for there was a bank on the ground floor. I choose my place to...
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Friday, September 26, 2008
Queen's Stay Ended
The month long stay at queen had come to an end and the future was still uncertain. Let me take you into a quick flash back till now, so destiny had us meet and made us friends from strangers. I disclosed on how we first met, first saw each other, and first talked to each other, how we became friends and how we walked for the first time into the night. We were the most unlikely couple and yet we were destined to be THE couple. Most importantly I had found a friend, the one I had longed for a...
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