Talking with God

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Hold back my tears

God give me the strength to get through this day. To say the things I should and keep quiet about the ones I should not. Give me the words to say to explain how I'm feeling and why. Lord all I have are tears, but no words to completely back them up. I know why, but I can't explain the why. I need... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 23, 2009

Morning reflections

Good morning... the tears are happy ones. bitter sweet is more like it. Thank you for the memories. The days. God thank you for the smiles that I hold on to like they are gold, moments like they were untouchable in my heart. Thank you for these days. You are a great and wonderful God in good times... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, March 20, 2009

Lifted spirits, healing hearts

Lord to you, this day I give. Let my mouth not speak unless you want the words that are coming out. Let my feet not move if I'm going to go against you. Let me love the way that you have showed me how to love, and let me forgive the way that you have taught. Lord keep me in your will, for I do not... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Joy in the Rain

Thank you... My mind wanted to race and play this morning about the very things I pray for you to keep away if not from you. It saddens me a little to think that maybe this whole thing isn't from you, or maybe the timing of it all is off. Either way I will not focus on such things. I will focus on... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 16, 2009

Realizing my biggest fear

In my dreams, Lord, I think I understand something. One of my biggest fears. Is to live without that love that I know exists. I tell myself that I can be strong, that I can live without it, just knowing it exists is good enough for me. It is still a conformation that what I thought I knew, I really... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, March 14, 2009

Let the devil have no power

Once again I come, and once again I ask you for... clarity? I don't know. The words stop, God, and I'm left fighting myself once again. I want to feel nothing that is from you but how do I stop my heart from fluttering? How do I stop the feeling that is inside? Those are things I do not control. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, March 13, 2009

Focus in the Blurry Moments

God I need focus. Healing from sickness I am drained, but I need to focus. I have lists of things that need to get done and I can only do this with your help. God I need you to slow me down, refocus my brain, and put things in an order that I can tackle without feeling overwhelmed. Take the thoughts... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

A Rock I Stand

There is rest for the weary within the Lord. Standing tall,protecting those closest to me as I take the brutal force of life crashing downon my shoulders, and mine alone. I will bear the marks, the pain, the daysfilled with tears if I can protect them from enduring anything of the same. Iwill stand... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, March 5, 2009

Haunting Memories

Oh God in a moment you let this creep up on me, consuming my mind and body. I'm fighting hard against these feelings, all that I ask is that if they aren't mean to be then you take them. I know true love. You've showed me true love. The passion in a kiss. The calming power of a hug. The intensity or... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Sickness succumbs

Wearily I come before you. This sickness has held for three weeks now and only you know why. It is there disrupting my daily life but I can't help but think you have a purpose for it. You knock my butt down, slow it down, and leave me in a haze for a purpose that I have to believe. But in this haze... Sign in to see full entry.

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An inside look at my conversations with God. The good, the bad, and the ugly all exposed in their truthful, emotional words.

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